Myforevercharlie
Illuminated
- Feb 13, 2020
- 3,232
Not doing well, I did something in my panicky borderline fashion which can cost me everything I have. I needed to leave my home,It sucked me back into depression so fast, I just left. I'm staying with a friend. My landlord won't accept my reasons for not staying a full year,and is now threatening to call the office which pays my disability money to tell them I'm committing fraude.
If I lose that money I'm so fucked. I know it's my own fault, I should have done this different. But again.. panicked. But that doesn't make it right. I accidentally took an overdose of my tranquillisers, I was so confused I believed it to be the medication for my RLS.
I should know better by now you would think...what a mess
I have to make some difficult phonecalls in the morning, and pray some things can be put right again.
More people who did things because they where scared/ panicked out if their minds that could have huge consecencis?
Feeling like such an idiot ..
If I lose that money I'm so fucked. I know it's my own fault, I should have done this different. But again.. panicked. But that doesn't make it right. I accidentally took an overdose of my tranquillisers, I was so confused I believed it to be the medication for my RLS.
I should know better by now you would think...what a mess
I have to make some difficult phonecalls in the morning, and pray some things can be put right again.
More people who did things because they where scared/ panicked out if their minds that could have huge consecencis?
Feeling like such an idiot ..
