At this point, being in the same building with my family is just too suffocating. The look of dread and sadness every time they look at me not realizing that it is their worry/dread/sad behavior that suffocates me so. What a world we live in. The ones that love us most will be the driving sword that pierces my heart. A little flamboyant, I know. Although, finding dramatic irony in such a place is not all that surprising.
The more they care, the tighter the rope. I ended up walking for 9 hours yesterday. Granted, I took mary jane for a spin at intervels, but the main point IS... I will walk over mountains in the darkness of night, with only the headlights of passing highway cars to keep me company. That and my jams of course. What better way to relieve stress than to sing as loud as you want to your favorite songs to scare away any lurking animals.
Just keep walking... the outside, a break from poisoned souls.... if only my muscles could hold out. I arrive home, late at night hoping to avoid any strays that haven't made their way to their beds. Here I sit... waiting for my next walk.... for now... I sleep.
The more they care, the tighter the rope. I ended up walking for 9 hours yesterday. Granted, I took mary jane for a spin at intervels, but the main point IS... I will walk over mountains in the darkness of night, with only the headlights of passing highway cars to keep me company. That and my jams of course. What better way to relieve stress than to sing as loud as you want to your favorite songs to scare away any lurking animals.
Just keep walking... the outside, a break from poisoned souls.... if only my muscles could hold out. I arrive home, late at night hoping to avoid any strays that haven't made their way to their beds. Here I sit... waiting for my next walk.... for now... I sleep.
