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disgusting-life

disgusting-life

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Dec 25, 2025
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Wish i could do it rn but i have to wait so i won't be interrupted

The set-up's been ready a while now

I know there's a chance I could fail but....third time's the charm.....haha

(Hope i don't get brain damage tho🤞)
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,065
I think today's my day too. (I'm full of shit and somehow, again, won't do it.)

Edit: Hanging doesn't hurt that much. Consciousness hurts. I can do it. Let's go buddy.
 
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farryhaar77

farryhaar77

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Feb 28, 2025
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I hope you can find peace.

✌️
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,012
I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
454
Good luck to both of you.
I hope you find your well deserved peace.
 
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kufajoy

kufajoy

Misfit
Nov 6, 2025
191
Good luck friend. If failed again no shame, come back to us again. Wish you luck.
 
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jeevasO-o

jeevasO-o

Disqualified As a Human Being
Jan 15, 2026
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Good luck!
I hope you find your ultimate peace💕
If I may ask, what method will you use?
 
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Catscratch

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Oct 2, 2024
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If I may ask, what method will you use?
He talked about brain damame, so maybe hanging or overdose
Good luck! I wish all the best for you. Hope you will find out the peace you are looking for ✨💖
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
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Good luck I hope you find peace
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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I wish you good luck!
 
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disgusting-life

disgusting-life

smile .
Dec 25, 2025
86
Wish i could do it rn but i have to wait so i won't be interrupted

The set-up's been ready a while now

I know there's a chance I could fail but....third time's the charm.....haha

(Hope i don't get brain damage tho🤞)

Update: got a couple of hours left now.

I really can't wait, time could not feel slower haha

I don't feel fear anymore, it is peace of letting it all go.

I have faith in the following things;

- my set-up not coming loose after unconsciousness

- uninterrupted time

- me not backing out



The only problem is just...the method failing but I have already perfectly located my carotids and compressed it before so I think I will be good.



Cross my fingers and hope to die 🤞

Also, thank you all for the well wishes. My time here has made me feel at least 1% less alone 😁


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why why why why why did things have to get worse
I just had to be given another reason
Fuck fuck fuck please let my method work
I'm so tired
 
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rabbitjack

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Dec 6, 2025
42
Hey, i was looking at your thread, wondering what happened. I just hope you're at peace.
 
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