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rollingthunder

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May 3, 2023
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I had the gun in my mouth and my finger on the trigger. But I couldn't push the trigger. Why? It would have been so easy. Just a simple push and all the pain and sorrow would be gone. Why am I such a coward?
 
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VoidButterfly

VoidButterfly

Flitterby
May 17, 2025
98
SI is a hell of a thing, that doesn't make you a coward, it makes you human. I wouldn't beat yourself up over it. The thing about all this that the mental health people do get right is that you can always do it tomorrow if that's what you need, the option will still be there. Wishing you a better rest of your day.
 
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darksouls

Elementalist
May 10, 2025
834
we are all afraid of uncertainty
however you decide
I wish you the best
 
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