Why is killling yourself so hard?

[Ariel1]

Why does it have to be so hard? I have a few methods in mind but they're not easy. I can't ctb in my home where I'm comfortable because I'll likely be found and saved or found and traumatize my family. I either have to go to the forest and hang myself and hope no one finds me before I die, but even then I'll be found eventually and traumatize someone. Or I go to a hotel. The problem is I'm agoraphobic and never leave my house so going out is as horrifying as committing the act itself. Also, I don't know how to explain to my family why I'm leaving the house. It all seems like so much work and it's overwhelming

 

[Michelstaedter]

Nature makes vitality very strong, even though many people die every day in different ways. If dying were as simple as holding your breath for a minute without feeling discomfort and simply dying, it would be as simple as the world already being uninhabited by humans, because at some point they wouldn't calculate how long it would take to hold their breath and therefore would die. Pain works the same way, because if something hurts, it's a sign that you're sick or something is causing you harm...

Summary: Dying is difficult because it's part of nature that no being dies so easily, in order to maintain balance on the planet.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as all I want is to be gone and I see so much cruelty in how there isn't the option to just peacefully cease existing that is guaranteed with no more pain and no more suffering, all I want is to never suffer ever again and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep, I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[TAW122]

This is due to the body's self preservation instinct (aka the survival instinct) that resists pain, discomfort, and anything that could potentially cause irreparable harm. It's akin to why when one holds one's breath long enough to pass out, the body will involuntarily seek to breathe even if the rational mind does everything to suppress the instinct. Basically it's an evolved biological instinct that living organisms have to persist and survive and it's very hard to overcome.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

look at videos of dignitas and those people taking Nembutal there.

she took a drink of Nembutal and it seems to me she fell asleep in 3.25 minutes. some of her last words were "it feels good".

https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/23496/michle-causse-assisted-suicide-scene-from

it would be a million times easier if i could hire someone to aid me with suicide or pay to use a suicide booth (like sarco) , or buy nembutal etc. but they made all of those crimes to make it a million times more difficult to escape this prison hell.

the technology and will ( someone wants money as kenneth law, N from D, DMC showed ) is there. but why no one is willing to do it especially aiding in suicide in person is because they made it a crime . nobody wants to go to prison.

yeah dignitas is there stil i think but it's too expensive , requires long approval and , expensive travel to switzerland several times to be approved by doctors etc. it wouldn't be that expensive and local if they hadn't passed those laws making it a crime every country. only in a few like switzerland do they allow it but there it's highly restricted as i explained. in other places you have to be "terminal" within 6 months etc. fyi to these creeps we are all terminal and all are going to die anyway

also in the video did it look like she had any si or hesitation ? not to me

 

[Worndown]

At this point, our entire evolutionary process was on survival. It is hardcoded within us.

 

[TooManyChances]

Because biology turned us into faggots. We are scared of any mild discomfort and uncertainty from death.

I could literally just launch myself into the sea after breathing some gas to make it painless. It would still be the ultimate test of bravery. Wish my heart could stop beating right now.

 

[Ariel1]

look at videos of dignitas and those people taking Nembutal there.

she took a drink of Nembutal and it seems to me she fell asleep in 3.25 minutes. some of her last words were "it feels good".

https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/23496/michle-causse-assisted-suicide-scene-from

it would be a million times easier if i could hire someone to aid me with suicide or pay to use a suicide booth (like sarco) , or buy nembutal etc. but they made all of those crimes to make it a million times more difficult to escape this prison hell.

the technology and will ( someone wants money as kenneth law, N from D, DMC showed ) is there. but why no one is willing to do it especially aiding in suicide in person is because they made it a crime . nobody wants to go to prison.

yeah dignitas is there stil i think but it's too expensive , requires long approval and , expensive travel to switzerland several times to be approved by doctors etc. it wouldn't be that expensive and local if they hadn't passed those laws making it a crime every country. only in a few like switzerland do they allow it but there it's highly restricted as i explained. in other places you have to be "terminal" within 6 months etc. fyi to these creeps we are all terminal and all are going to die anyway

also in the video did it look like she had any si or hesitation ? not to me

Yes I would like to do dignitas and would find the money to pay for it if I were eligible. I do have chronic illness but it's not terminal.

 

[ididnotconsent]

Biological survival instinct aka SI. Without it, humanity would of probably died off because who wants to stay in this shit hole.