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disgusting-life

disgusting-life

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Dec 25, 2025
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I'm not sure of my method yet

Liar, you just a coward

Maybe, but there's a good chance I could fail...

Wing it, worst is you end up a vegetable

*breathes the heaviest sigh known to human kind*

It's either gon be the exit bag or swb
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Same here. Coward
 
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deathwish

deathwish

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Jun 16, 2018
107
Logistics of offing oneself is a lot and I want it to be perfect. Being misunderstood and unable to retort is unacceptable so it has to be just right and this shit is taking forever. But progress is unquestionably being made.
 
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deathwish

deathwish

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Jun 16, 2018
107
Yep, pretty hard but i don't got much options😣
Okay if you're imagining just drowning yourself in shallow water, there's no way. Jumping from a high place should be idea no. 1 if you can't get any materials
 
ceelobling

ceelobling

Student
Dec 29, 2025
125
Cause maybe something will change and it will get better for me. But nah it never will.
 
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asthedayends00

asthedayends00

flyingtourist
Oct 18, 2024
189
It easy to geta small dopamine hit from planning and thinking you'll actually go through with it. For most when the time comes they done do it and start the cycle all over again.
 
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disgusting-life

disgusting-life

smile .
Dec 25, 2025
86
Okay if you're imagining just drowning yourself in shallow water, there's no way. Jumping from a high place should be idea no. 1 if you can't get any materials
Wish I could do that
 
Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Wizard
Jul 3, 2025
633
I'm not sure of my method yet

Liar, you just a coward

Maybe, but there's a good chance I could fail...

Wing it, worst is you end up a vegetable

*breathes the heaviest sigh known to human kind*

It's either gon be the exit bag or swb
I planned to die since 2 fucking years

Oh but maybe theres still hope

Liar! If there was hope why didn't you do anything in these 2 years instead of fully giving up on life

But…..but maybe hospital might help

No it won't you peace of shit saw the fucking hospital and also therapy none of them ever helped you you are fully damaged impossible to be healed

…..
 
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