i actually started talking to people online about the shit I've been going through and for once i was actually starting to feel better and considered not ctbing. then this anime in the discord group chat I'm in keeps bringing up shit i did in the past to clown on me and i fucking hate it.
i just want to forget all about it and never think about it again, but he never lets it dies. everytime i hear it it inside every corner of my mind like a fucking plague and it just ruins my day and makes me fucking despise myself like I'm a fucking loser
i just want to forget all about it and never think about it again, but he never lets it dies. everytime i hear it it inside every corner of my mind like a fucking plague and it just ruins my day and makes me fucking despise myself like I'm a fucking loser
