It's incomprehensible. Waking up every day, I mean every single goddamned one, just to have to share a majority of my time and space with thoughtless zombies.
My bad, they do think. Exclusively about themselves. And if they stop for one second to look at me and recognize my shape as a human form they will use up the rest of their limited thought space to judge me.
How do other mentally ill people not kill themselves on the spot when faced with pointlessly difficult people. All day long I am faced with a difficult challenge: to not step out into traffic after interacting with another human being.
I try so hard to continue being mild mannered and polite but these days I am choosing to default to my rbf. You might as well not exist if you're not charming, attractive, or both. If you're quiet and ugly everything you do is wrong. And whatever you do don't be awkward cause that ruins the illusion that any of this bullshit called life makes sense.
Anyways that is all for now.
My bad, they do think. Exclusively about themselves. And if they stop for one second to look at me and recognize my shape as a human form they will use up the rest of their limited thought space to judge me.
How do other mentally ill people not kill themselves on the spot when faced with pointlessly difficult people. All day long I am faced with a difficult challenge: to not step out into traffic after interacting with another human being.
I try so hard to continue being mild mannered and polite but these days I am choosing to default to my rbf. You might as well not exist if you're not charming, attractive, or both. If you're quiet and ugly everything you do is wrong. And whatever you do don't be awkward cause that ruins the illusion that any of this bullshit called life makes sense.
Anyways that is all for now.
