Why cant i find my happiness

[Idkanymore]

Lies lies lies. She lied. For months after my breakup my ex had told me that she wasnt seeing anyone else. Sending me nudes and msging. Insinuating i had a chance to get back with her. Id warned her i wasnt in a good head space and how close i was to breaking. Yet she came back just because she was lonely. She fucked with my head. If i didn hack my so called friends account id still be here believing her bs when in fact every little thing i over thought was reality. She had been getting around since the first week of the breakup. I wish she didnt lead me on for so long when i begged for the truth. Ive tried moving on but its so fucking hard

 

[NothingElseMatters]

I k ow how you feel, money and women can destroy a man's life

 

[Idkanymore]

I k ow how you feel, money and women can destroy a man's life

She sprinkled lies in every answer shed give. I dont get how someone can lie so straight faced even when given proof. Shed always lie her way out of it. And my dumb ass fell for it everytime

 

[NothingElseMatters]

She sprinkled lies in every answer shed give. I dont get how someone can lie so straight faced even when given proof. Shed always lie her way out of it. And my dumb ass fell for it everytime

You're in love and love is blind. I've made thoses same mistakes as well.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I've been friends with and dated people just like her. Nearly everything they say is a lie or half-truth (as in, they might tell the truth about a thing, but exaggerate or sugarcoat specific details so you don't fully understand everything) and once they worm their way into your life, it's like a part of you gets eaten away by those parasites (at least that is how it felt for me).

I've been asking myself this same question "Why can't I find my happiness?" Every time it seems like I'm close to finding it, some new obstacle appears that sets me back or halts my progress entirely and it sucks. I've decided that the only way I can be happy is to be alone and maybe this is true for you as well, I don't know. It's hard to be sure about this when trusting others seems impossible, but I hope you can find a way to be happy. Some people need others in their lives and others don't, so being alone could be very miserable for the former category.

I wish there was more that I could do to help you, but hopefully this hug emoji helps.