Why am I such a magnet for assholes?

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I have been treated like dirt ever since I was a child. The biggest form of maltreatment has been neglect. My mother used to drop me off at babysitters who would feed me and toss me to the side. I have been bullied since longer than I can remember. My appearance always picked on and talked about. Every one I know has always treated me like shit, like I'm second to dirt. My mother constantly abused me and preached to me about her religion. And 90% of the time both my parents neglected me. I've had a shitty life full of little love. So when I am going to leave for good it'd be nice to have people out there who are loving beforehand, instead I'm a magnet for assholes. People out there are so often ruder than they are nice. I don't know what to say, because it's cruel. Yet, I know I'm not killing myself over a rude interaction, I can't do that even if I want to. It has to be on my terms.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Part of the problem is 99% of people are assholes. I'm probably one of them.

 

[CatLvr]

Part of the problem is 99% of people are assholes. I'm probably one of them.

I tend to agree with your first sentence. I am guessing that your second sentence is not true because it shows a level of self-awareness few true assholes exhibit. I, too, am an asshole magnet and I try REALLY hard not to be an asshole but I have to admit that there are times when I am triggered in ways that truly frighten even me. Apparently, (as least to those in the know) I have quite a mouth on me when I am set off.

 

[bankai]

can't do that even if I want to. It has to be on my terms.

Ma dawg

That's the way.I'm absolutely fine with people ending their lives, but it should always be because they want to, not because of someone else.

 

[getoutgirl]

Part of the problem is 99% of people are assholes. I'm probably one of them.

I think that number might be overblown when you live surrounded by assholes. I don't think you are one by the way based on what you comment here, I think you are kind soul with a lot of pain. Some people though, are huge assholes.

@SomewhereAlongThe the people in your life mostly sucked, I'm sorry bout that you deserve better and U know that at least you do. I can hope you find them some day and get what you were deprived from. hughughguhguhgus<3

 

[divinemistress36]

Sadly assholes can sense vulnerable people. I attract asshole men cause they know Im vulnerable

 

[NegevChina]

I have been treated like dirt ever since I was a child. The biggest form of maltreatment has been neglect. My mother used to drop me off at babysitters who would feed me and toss me to the side. I have been bullied since longer than I can remember. My appearance always picked on and talked about. Every one I know has always treated me like shit, like I'm second to dirt. My mother constantly abused me and preached to me about her religion. And 90% of the time both my parents neglected me. I've had a shitty life full of little love. So when I am going to leave for good it'd be nice to have people out there who are loving beforehand, instead I'm a magnet for assholes. People out there are so often ruder than they are nice. I don't know what to say, because it's cruel. Yet, I know I'm not killing myself over a rude interaction, I can't do that even if I want to. It has to be on my terms.

I know just how that feels. Ive been emotionaly negleted by my parents, needed to supply all there needs, bullied by others in school and then in every pathetic job i worked as an engineer. It feels like now at 57, when i lost ability to work because of illnes, my wife is about to leave me. It feels i was taken advantege of again. Ill be homeless:and jobless, physicaly and emotionally not capable of working and supporting my sons. My CTB must be soon because i dont want to experiance the broken familly and im feeling worse from day to day to the point ill be so bad i wont manage to pull out my plan.

 

[vitbar]

Part of the problem is 99% of people are assholes. I'm probably one of them.

I always preferred the idea that most aren't assholes, but they are tactically placed to make it seem otherwise. It's on brand for those pricks.

 

[Pluto]