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Lady Lazarus 2020

Lady Lazarus 2020

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Who is up & what are you doing?
 
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Crying
 
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recovery gang
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Playing League
 
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trigzter

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Not dying. Ive been drinking though so it makes it easier
 
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Lady Lazarus 2020

Lady Lazarus 2020

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Jan 25, 2020
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Same drink that makes me feel something even tho ill feel worse tomorrow. just dealing with my shit life
yeah. i had a shit night. i feel like shit too. just want someone to talk to
 
issyishere

issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
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Currently hunched over in my bathroom after throwing up waiting for another wave to hit. I feel a little better being on the forum. I feel it coming again. Welp be right back :I
 
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Lady Lazarus 2020

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Jan 25, 2020
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Currently hunched over in my bathroom after throwing up waiting for another wave to hit. I feel a little better being on the forum. I feel it coming again. Welp be right back :I
y r u puking? shitfaced?
 
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trigzter

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Aug 9, 2019
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I cant even blame it on a.shit night msg me if you feel like it.....just another day...
Same issue diferrent tissue type of shit. Just make my day through feigniing happiness
 
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issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
441
y r u puking? shitfaced?
nah i have a few intestinal conditions that give me chronic pain so i can't handle alcohol either. Im so used to vomiting its a talent now. :I :I :I :I :I
 
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Lady Lazarus 2020

Lady Lazarus 2020

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Jan 25, 2020
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nah i have a few intestinal conditions that give me chronic pain so i can't handle alcohol either. Im so used to vomiting its a talent now. :I :I :I :I :I
there is literally an art to puking. im not joking. im about to vomit myself. i hope that you feel better.
 
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CyanideSoup

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Oct 1, 2019
463
Just lying in bed listening to the rain. I feel calm for once which is nice
 
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issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
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there is literally an art to puking. im not joking. im about to vomit myself. i hope that you feel better.
You can feel your health bar going back up once its over with :ahhha::heart:
 
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Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
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Aw, I miss alcohol. Whiskey, rum, vodka, mmh. Gave up regular drinking more or less, maybe a wine once a year. Am thinking about getting drunk the night before, or at least tipsy on the night doing it, not to calm, but in case I don't get a rush and alcohol always helped me connect with my feelings. Cheers.
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new life

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Feb 11, 2020
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Just living this shit life which thanks to the mental health team they sectioned me
last night after aparently somebody had found my ctb plans which is not true.
msg me
if you want to lady lazarus 2020 even if its just a quick chat.
 
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Lady Lazarus 2020

Student
Jan 25, 2020
144
Just living this shit life which thanks to the mental health team they sectioned me
last night after aparently somebody had found my ctb plans which is not true.
msg me
if you want to lady lazarus 2020 even if its just a quick chat.
i did
 
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Suicide_vampire

In Vino Veritas
Feb 11, 2020
426
Typical lonely empty day, nothing new...
 
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MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
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Have been up since 5, listing things on Ebay to get some money for my kids when I CTB.
 
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Deleted member 13412

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usual existential dread ):
 
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Nov 7, 2019
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Currently sitting on the sofa with my dog
 
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Banquo501

Experienced
Feb 6, 2020
259
Yeah I'm up, but wishing I could go back to sleep. Hate facing another day of the same old shite.
 
MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Aw, I miss alcohol. Whiskey, rum, vodka, mmh. Gave up regular drinking more or less, maybe a wine once a year. Am thinking about getting drunk the night before, or at least tipsy on the night doing it, not to calm, but in case I don't get a rush and alcohol always helped me connect with my feelings. Cheers.
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I quit drinking 18 months ago, I realise I can't have a 'normal' relationship with it, I was drinking too much and lets say I was making risky decisions. I miss it though, a glass of cold Rosè wine would be bliss ❤
 
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existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
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11am, a fry up brunch is cooking,
I had a few rums last night, never get a hang over though
 
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ghostspace

ghost space, ghosts pace
Feb 10, 2020
410
listening to a lot of audiobooks before they expire and I have to go back on the waitlist. it's hard to concentrate, but I'm doing okay.
 
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