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M48 Patton

Student
Jun 2, 2024
122
I feel like every day I'm going to get worse. How long until
I can't even contemplate CTB? how long till something strikes me down but not in the way I want?
 
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albstr1403

albstr1403

I’m tired
May 25, 2024
85
I've been getting worse and worse over the years.. it took 12 years from getting tired occasionally to developing all sorts of conditions. Now I'm housebound/sometimes bedbound. It sucks getting stricken down but not killed lmao
 
maneose

maneose

天天天国地獄国
Sep 10, 2023
141
I feel you, although don't exactly know how well my health is (haven't been to the doctor in like 3 years) I feel like my entire body is slowly deteriorating. I started having night sweats, heart palpitations, dizzy spells suddenly within the last year. I had a scare a few weeks ago that I was going to have a heart attack because I started having intense pressure in my chest and was convinced I was gonna die. On top of that I have a genetic condition that hasn't affected me yet, but I fear it might worsen one day and I become disabled or worse. I think because of outside forces when facing death we become scared of the concept more than when we have control over our fate, sorry for rambling but haven't seen anyone talk about this lol
 

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