Discussion Where do you usually "doompost"? How do you deal with the feeling of needing to vent your darkest thoughts?

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

I mean I think about it and I usually end up keeping it in a notepad. I usually don't enjoy participating in most forums besides this one but in the last months I've tried to have a more neutral stance/realistic stance.

Subreddits that are for doomposting don't have what I'm looking for, very few really understand what my problems are and if THEIR problems would be fixed, they'd most likely be exactly the people I hate (rest of the population). I mostly get along or am most empathetic towards [universal] trauma survivors and suicidal people.

The rest of people, I have empathy but it's not the same, reading into to much of their problems just reminds me that humans are too shallow for my own standards and that it's pointless to try as every single person I'll ever meet will never understand me and the ones that do understand me are already in the grave/on their way.

 

[auto138491]

I have a blog which is set to private. So only I can read it. The intention is to make it public just before CTBing, because expression helpd me a lot before i found this website.
The only other place is this.
A third place where i go to consume content that really resonates with my pain is instagram. It has some amazing handles and great content. Its like someone expresses my pain better than I ever can.

 

[lost_one]

I mean, here, but I also have a physical diary. Here is where I would like people to see the things I write I suppose, although I usually don't expect anyone to actually see or reply. My diary is only for myself, even if I CTB I don't expect anyone IRL to actually care enough to read it.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I have a blog which is set to private. So only I can read it. The intention is to make it public just before CTBing, because expression helpd me a lot before i found this website.
The only other place is this.
A third place where i go to consume content that really resonates with my pain is instagram. It has some amazing handles and great content. Its like someone expresses my pain better than I ever can.

what blogging website or platform do you use?

 

[Vagheit]

Private Telegram channel

 

[amerie]

I use my status, I used to have a vent thread but deleted it bc I didn't want non followers seeing too much of my personal depression rants

 

[hippiedeath]

Right here on SASU

 

[foreverfalling]

This is the only place I post now, but even then not so much now. Writing and posting can be like masturbation. I feel like I did something for a second, but quickly realise it was pointless. No one can ever really understand me, and even writing is such a struggle, to put things into words. What do I even get out of posting? That little red notification that someone read what I wrote? In the end the pain is still there.

 

[auto138491]

what blogging website or platform do you use?

simple blogger.com

 

[NonEssential]

I've sometimes written stuff on my profile. Though I've been wondering whether I should buy myself a journal/diary.

 

[EternalHunger]

Before making this account, I had this online friend who I shared my most intimate of thoughts/life memories as well as hardcore doompost and he would share the same with me, we would always talk about moving in together in another country and forgetting everyone else in our lives as humans suck or starting a country as humanitarian dictators; I fucked it up though because I hurt him through my last attempt and I felt horrible that it failed, so I just let him know how much a cared for him before breaking off the friendship for his sake. (my thoughts was getting increasingly dark while he's actually been recovering, with how uh... Dependant on eachother and toxically ambiguous our friendship was which was bordering to something more extreme, I knew I would drag him down with me especially since he has genuine reasons to live on but would allow himself to be fucked over if I made him; unlike me, he genuinely has an extremely lovely personality too so ik he can find better people)

I still get extremely depressed about it a lot but what's done is done I suppose, I can see he's doing better without me and I atleast have this place to vent on.