Where could I hang myself from if I don't live near woodland?

[bpdandme]

I really need to CTB and I have tried to do partial but it never works for me, I have tried it countless times but getting the same result so I want to full suspension. I don't really have any other options due to lockdown.

Where could I hang myself from? I don't have anywhere in my house I could do this from, no garage or a ceiling fan which I could hang myself from. I don't live near any woodland either. Please could I get some ideas? I have a wardrobe with a relatively sturdy bar but it wouldn't be full suspension as I can stand up in it.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

If you're short, you could get a chin up bar and do it in a doorway.

 

[bpdandme]

If you're short, you could get a chin up bar and do it in a doorway.

I'm 5'9 and living at home in a room opposite my parents so I think this would be too risky for being caught, good suggestion though I will definitely keep it in mind if things get really desperate. Thank you!

 

[toomuchtimetodie]

If you're short, you could get a chin up bar and do it in a doorway.

I really wouldnt risk this i'd imagine the jolting potentially has the power to rip from the doorway.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I really wouldnt risk this i'd imagine the jolting potentially has the power to rip from the doorway.

But the point of a chin up bar is to take lots of jolting...

 

[PeachBlossoms2310]

Consider Nembutal?

 

[bpdandme]

Consider Nembutal?

I don't have the money to do so or the understanding how to contact A with TOR and protonmail etc. I want to do something tonight but partial has failed me too many times and I'm trying to think of somewhere I could do full suspension.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

If you live near a football field then you could use the fence, where I live there is a stadium with very tall fences like 10 meter tall and if you do it by night you shouldn´t be disturbed and you can even do full suspension hanging just by climbed a couple meters up.

 

[toomuchtimetodie]

But the point of a chin up bar is to take lots of jolting...

Not the incredibly strong jolting that will occur with SI. They are very secure if you have a decent one and have fitted it correctly, but is it still worth the chance of failiure i was getting at...
I would absolutely not use one that you just 'sit' on the door frame.
I'm just saying its not as reliable as other ligatures. Personally i was planning to hang from a barbell placed across the loft hatch but im not confidet to risk it.

I hope youre ok btw mate.

 

[bpdandme]

If you live near a football field then you could use the fence, where I live there is a stadium with very tall fences like 10 meter tall and if you do it by night you shouldn´t be disturbed and you can even do full suspension hanging just by climbed a couple meters up.

This would be a good idea, if only I could drive then I would be able to get to one

Not the incredibly strong jolting that will occur with SI. They are very secure if you have a decent one and have fitted it correctly, but is it still worth the chance of failiure i was getting at...
I would absolutely not use one that you just 'sit' on the door frame.
I'm just saying its not as reliable as other ligatures. Personally i was planning to hang from a barbell placed across the loft hatch but im not confidet to risk it.

I hope youre ok btw mate.

Thanks!

 

[TheGoodGuy]

This would be a good idea, if only I could drive then I would be able to get to one

Thanks!

If you have a drivers license you can rent a car for a day or pay for a Taxi to get there.

 

[LMLN]

I'm so sorry you have come to this point. I have no advice, just a hug. I have read many of your posts, and if you decide to do this, you will be missed.

 

[bpdandme]

If you have a drivers license you can rent a car for a day or pay for a Taxi to get there.

I don't unfortunately, I am learning but obviously that's stopped due to lock down. I don't think any taxis are in operation while in lockdown either!

I'm so sorry you have come to this point. I have no advice, just a hug. I have read many of your posts, and if you decide to do this, you will be missed.

Thank you so much, you are so kind. I feel like this has been a long time coming but I am so glad I found this forum and have talked to so many nice people.

 

[MissKatrina]

Wardrobe railing? Test before try.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I don't unfortunately, I am learning but obviously that's stopped due to lock down. I don't think any taxis are in operation while in lockdown either!

You are probably right but it all depends on which country you are in, here in Denmark the busses are still driving.

 

[bpdandme]

Wardrobe railing? Test before try.

Thank you I feel like this is my only way! I am just worried as I've failed with partial before and I wouldn't be able to reach full suspension in the wardrobe

 

[MissKatrina]

Thank you I feel like this is my only way! I am just worried as I've failed with partial before and I wouldn't be able to reach full suspension in the wardrobe

Read a lot, practice a lot. We have a lot of threads about it. Knowledge is power.

 

[bpdandme]

Read a lot, practice a lot. We have a lot of threads about it. Knowledge is power.

Thank you

 

[enjolras]

I'm so sad to read about the moments you're going through. You demonstrated a lot of empathy to many people. Your suffering is unfair. I only wish you the best

 

[bpdandme]

I'm so sad to read about the moments you're going through. You demonstrated a lot of empathy to many people. Your suffering is unfair. I only wish you the best

Thank you so much, your constant kindness means so much to me. Hope you're as well as you can be.

 

[merpmerp]

A doorknob

 

[bpdandme]

A doorknob

Thanks I've been looking into this!

 

[Notabadguy]

I don't have the money to do so or the understanding how to contact A with TOR and protonmail etc. I want to do something tonight but partial has failed me too many times and I'm trying to think of somewhere I could do full suspension.

Believe me, TOR and Protonmail are easy. I don't know about bitcoins or other cryptocurrency. And I neither know if it's necessary to use cryptocurrency, but I suppose it's better.