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rotting_plum

rotting_plum

J will be mine
Feb 2, 2026
3
I wanna try the SN method but I have two concerns: How loud is the death? I saw some people on here say that its rlly loud, but I can't quite seem to understand why.
Second concern: when is the best day to ctb? I still live with my parents and my mom usually checks on me every morning at 7 am, my dad is already at work. I want to ctb at night so, what day would be the best for me to get found? Do i ruin my moms monday? Her friday?
Sorry for the yapping, hope yall understand what i mean!
Take care and remember to drink water <3
 
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StoneCellaiver

StoneCellaiver

Member
Mar 14, 2025
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I wanna try the SN method but I have two concerns: How loud is the death? I saw some people on here say that its rlly loud, but I can't quite seem to understand why.
Second concern: when is the best day to ctb? I still live with my parents and my mom usually checks on me every morning at 7 am, my dad is already at work. I want to ctb at night so, what day would be the best for me to get found? Do i ruin my moms monday? Her friday?
Sorry for the yapping, hope yall understand what i mean!
Take care and remember to drink water <3
You could rent out a small hotel room if you don't want them to be upset, you could tell them you're going to a friends place. Thursday's probably the safest.
 
rotting_plum

rotting_plum

J will be mine
Feb 2, 2026
3
I sadly dont have the money to rent a hotel :( but thursday sounds good! Just gotta wait cause my moms birthday is in a week :((
 
kufajoy

kufajoy

Misfit
Nov 6, 2025
201
Yeah it kindda loud because of vomiting and gagging sounds. I live with my parents too. There's no way I can think about doing it at home. Going somewhere quiet or booking hotel is the best option I think.
 
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rotting_plum

rotting_plum

J will be mine
Feb 2, 2026
3
Ah oh yeah that makes sense, I'll if I can find a quiet place where i wanna spend my last moments at
 
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I can see the light

Beautiful Remains
Jan 21, 2026
5
Depending on your situation you might be able to rent a hotel room on credit. I'm sorry about your situation and I'm sorry if this is irrelevant I am pretty drunk right now 😊
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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I sadly dont have the money to rent a hotel :( but thursday sounds good! Just gotta wait cause my moms birthday is in a week :((
My mom's birthday is today and I just remembered. Shit.
 
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