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When you feel happy the next low will be 100x more potent

LittleMagician

LittleMagician

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Apr 17, 2025
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I've noticed that whenever I feel remotely satisfied in something, the next crash is way deadlier than when I'm in a neutral or below neutral state. This is why I get scared when I feel some essence of happiness because I know the next hit is gonna fuck me up 100x more. Life is truly a losing game.
 
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