Venting When life goes from bad to worse. Checking in for support.

[PhDone]

Hi all. Been on this site as a bit of a regular user for maybe a year I guess. Last few weeks I've been MIA coz I had to move out where I was living. I have a severe chronic illness, housebound and f all in my life. Had been trying to make it work with someone and living with them and their family but I got asked to leave, and tbh their situation is changing soon anyway. So here I am, a few weeks and much pain later, totally alone and miles from anyone or anywhere. It doesnt get much harder. Cant go out, dont see anyone. Plus side I guess is space to ctb whenever I want as long as I cover off my cats.

So anyway, I'm checking back in. Seems like a lot of change in SN stuff going on. And UK being assholes re SS. I want to say for anyone snooping, this site has helped me keep going and feel supported as much as informed. There is literally nowhere else I can talk openly about the gruesome aspect of dealing with the worst shit in life. And truthfully some of those I've interacted with have been the kindest most compassionate people I've come across. Does the forum give us info, sure. But there are manuals and hack sites all over with half explained bs that would have people in all sorts of mess. Truth is if people want to do it they will. And maybe just maybe we help people hang on in there and keep facing their own version of hell. Personally I am grateful to speak outloud and have care come back.

So thanks everyone. If anyone feels like a chat or checking privately feel free.

 

[WhySoSad55555]

Hello, I'm new here and I can kinda relate. I sometimes check in on this site every now and then because it's like the only place I feel understood or not as alone. I rlly want to talk to people here sometimes but I'm always too nervous too so I always end up just leaving them alone. I'm so sorry about your chorinc illness, I heard it causes a lot of pain so sending much love and relief

 

[lucyanne]

Also new to this forum and so far everyone has been accepting and compassionate if a little guarded, which i totally understand.

I'm glad I found this community even if I don't intend to be here long I would like at the end to know I have provided comfort and support for someone else like me who might be potentially reading.

I can only share very limited information here because of whom I am married too and the fact they are a prominent member of intersecting communities.
But what I can offer I do so freely and without reservation.