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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
I figured many of us here use drugs to cope with how our lives turned out to be.

i often use weed with benzos and pregabalin, it helps me sleep and this combination is really good because it takes away the anxiety from weed.

what about you guys?
 
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gingerplum

gingerplum

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2018
1,450
The first line of cocaine always makes me feel like a new girl... and the first thing that girl wants is more cocaine ;)
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Phenibut + Kratom, basically the strongest stuff that you can get legally and without prescription (especially the former.)

They do a lot less for me now and I have nothing to replace them with.
 
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JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
Alcohol for me. Never tried cocaine, maybe one day I will.
 
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Egddios

Egddios

Specialist
Oct 27, 2018
395
Cocaine is near the top of my list - love it. I don't use it regularly, in fact I can't remember the last time I had the pleasure, but yeah...it feels great. Sigh.
 
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mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
Heroin or other opioids. I tried cocaine once but it didn't seem to do anything.
 
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JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
Heroin or other opioids. I tried cocaine once but it didn't seem to do anything.
Oh. Nice to know. What does heroin do for you? Sorry, just curious.
 
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JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
How long does it last? The drowsiness I mean.
 
mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
Hmm maybe 3-5 hours. I'm not sure. I'm not really a seasoned junkie I've just done it occasionally, here and there.
 
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okaoki

okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
251
i'm curious what it's like taking drugs , asking from someone who never have it .
 
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spanishguy22

Enlightened
Apr 9, 2019
1,003
Trying micro dose ketamine and psilocibin ust for antidepressant purposes. Id never have used any drug if it wasnt for Anhedonia.
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
i'm curious what it's like taking drugs , asking from someone who never have it .

it really depends on the drug, some are like night and day in terms of effects.

maybe if you ask for a specific one i could describe a little better, but even with the same drug some people feel very different effects.

in general they make you feel better, just better in different ways for each drug class.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,621
Weed even though it's probably the worst for me. It was good at first, now it's routine even dependency. What infuriates me is my girlfriend judging me for it like I'm a bad person
 
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hybridtheory

hybridtheory

kels
Jun 22, 2019
487
Cocaine :heart::heart:


even though I've been clean for 53 days
bummer
It's really killing me, I need it
 
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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
592
Phenobarbital (formerly) and caffeine.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Phenobarbital (formerly) and caffeine.

I used to be a serious caffeine addict in the form of coffee but when I hit my (then) lowest point and just spent every night drinking for two straight months, I totally kicked the habit. I'm very sensitive to caffeine now.
 
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White_Room293

White_Room293

rapid cycling gay guy
Sep 13, 2019
155
I wish I could find a ketamine source but the only thing I found was some stuff laced with meth where I live
 
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mnjkl

Member
Aug 29, 2019
67
I've tried almost everything, but I go back to alcohol because it numbs my emotions without completely destroying them. The only drug I would really recommend is mushrooms. They will change your perspective on everything in a positive way.
 
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sad_frog

sad_frog

Member
May 21, 2019
97
Weed even though it's probably the worst for me. It was good at first, now it's routine even dependency. What infuriates me is my girlfriend judging me for it like I'm a bad person
Weed is my drug of choice as well. I understand the dependency feeling, I drive 25 hours to just get it from a legal state so I know I'm getting what I want.

About your girlfriend judging you... I Judged myself for a long time. I grew up in the midwest terrified of drugs because of the mormon community and my drug dependent family.
One time I cried to my boyfriend about feeling like a shit hole person for having to rely on weed. He helped me realize that weed IS my medication, he reminded me of the medication approved by the FDA that has done more harm to me than weed has.. And that if weed wasn't a helpful medication then why are states In the US legalizing it despite how the government has framed it to be an "evil gateway drug."
So please... Do not feel ashamed..Smoke weed!
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
Coffee and fags. As I only sip alcohol, I don't generally see much of an effect. Hmm. Hmm. My drug is communication, really.
 
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JulienSorel

JulienSorel

Member
Aug 28, 2019
68
I love weed. I live in Canada and we have the best weed, I use it with my Volcano which I can also plug in my car.

It takes away the anxiety, makes music sing, and I spent university high practicing math and ballet every day.

Also, molly with the right people, acid in the right place, and DMT if you're lucky enough to find it.
 
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burnedCookie

Student
Aug 8, 2019
120
Codeine is my favorite escape drug, but just once in a while huh ? There is this feeling of floating in a cloud or being wrapped in cotton that I've never found with anything else. I spend the afternoon wrapped in my duvet thinking about how stupid it is to be depressed when life can be so cool. The day after though I feel ten times worse and can't take a poop for three days.
 
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Morphinekiss

Enlightened
Jun 8, 2019
1,207
I just go on occasional drinking binges now, gave up the cocaine years ago.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Been without kratom for 3 days now (20g a day) waiting for my package to get in the mail and things have been sucking even harder! Even when you are miserable and beyond all hope withdrawal doesn't give the slightest fuck about you. Thankfully, not nearly as bad as phenibut withdrawal which is absolutely merciless. I knew what I was getting into before hand but I can't afford to stock up on this stuff.
 
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