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braintorture

braintorture

2007 - 2025
Oct 19, 2025
152
I start:
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Dusk Till Dawn.
Gives me hope to finally end it all (hopefully tomorrow)

You?
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,058
I don't know and it's not really important for me. I may finally watch something funny like a Mr Bean episode. It could help me to overcome anxiety.
 
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Dinnerwith6

Dinnerwith6

Silly me
Dec 11, 2025
21
Too many songs to choose from, but I'd like to die listening to something that makes me feel happy

Also beautiful song you chose!
 
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kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
236
Probably I will pull whatever I have on my playlist. Some metalcore/alt/nu track which is simply saturated with anger toward this world.
 
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owarikigan

Member
Sep 19, 2025
23
something by kikuo i'd hope .. his music kept me here for long enough i'd like to go out alongside it too
 
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Carryline

Student
Oct 11, 2025
183
Some classical music
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Wizard
Jul 3, 2025
638
This masterpiece because it feels like the summary of my painful life in one beautiful melancholic classic piece

 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,090
I don't really enjoy music anymore. Things I used to enjoy just make me sadder now. There's hope, there's some suggestion of a future in beauty. Probably because at bottom it's about sex & procreation.
 
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