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user938838383335

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
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5 people left me, how am I supposed to accept a life like this.
 
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Crow_88

Crow_88

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Dec 30, 2024
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I know how it goes. Left all alone. The loneliness is so painful.
 
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user938838383335

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
157
I know how it goes. Left all alone. The loneliness is so painful.
Yes it is, it came It came to a point where I'm getting scared of getting close to someone in fear I will have to say goodbye to them one day and I don't mean death..I'm completely ruined and traumatized. While I always wanted to be close to someone
 
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Crow_88

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Dec 30, 2024
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I hear it. Us that are so desperate and yet we end up all alone. It's horrid. Ruined - indeed.
 
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RosebyAnyName

RosebyAnyName

Staring at the ceiling for 6 hours
Nov 9, 2023
410
Yes it is, it came It came to a point where I'm getting scared of getting close to someone in fear I will have to say goodbye to them one day and I don't mean death..I'm completely ruined and traumatized. While I always wanted to be close to someone
Same here. Why get close when to anyone when people always leave anyways?

My only hope for life is trying to live alone and see how long I can keep the pain and isolation at bay, or get a cat or something. Trying to keep up with people is exhausting and not rewarding.
 
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schatzbunny

schatzbunny

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Nov 21, 2025
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the person i was supposed to spend this life with abandoned me and that's what led me to this point. i get what you mean. i can't accept this
 
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