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myrtaryniel

myrtaryniel

Member
Mar 28, 2019
74
I'm planning on ending my life pretty soon and until I can do it I just let time pass eating junk food and smoking joints to avoid thinking about it. It's pretty lame I know but it works for me. What would you do if you were on my position? Do you have a bucket list or something like that?
 
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Iman

Iman

Member
Jan 24, 2019
60
I never had a bucket list before
But after my experience today, I will probably "practice" partial suspension

I explained it in another thread
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/goto/post?id=273781
 
Iman

Iman

Member
Jan 24, 2019
60
I think I may have brain damage or something
I totally forgot that I actually made up my mind on tuesday, to ctb this saturday and I spent the last days pretty much just as usual,
still went to work and stuff , pretending everything is fine.
I even bought my method today.
The only thing I changed, is that I stopped working out.
 
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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
249
I'm trying to "let go" now. when I get out to a doc, if there's fast food I might get some & I've been vegan a year. I'd like to see US or go to a museum or aquarium. If money were no object nsfw
 

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