what will be ur last song? will u even listen to music?

[ayla]

ive always loved music, its got me through so much. i think id forget to listen to music or be more focused on ctb.. maybe ill find more comfort being in my own silence

 

[ayla]

this is too personal, if u love ur song that much you wouldnt even share it with anyone unless people are present where ur ctbing

i understand your perspective, for some sharing stuff like this is a way to connect with others. :) it's a vulnerable thing honestly

 

[Agon321]

I don't know if I'll listen to a song during CTB, but if I do, I'll listen to something in the "epic" category.
I don't want anything sad. I'll be in a bad mood, so I don't have to be even more depressed.

 

[ctbsd24]

I love music but not sure I'll listen to any when I attempt. If all goes according to plan, I'd only be conscious for about 10 seconds of the song lol.

 

[LunarLight]

i understand your perspective, for some sharing stuff like this is a way to connect with others. :) it's a vulnerable thing honestly

I agree with this, just because it's too personal for you doesn't mean others wouldn't want to share this piece of intimacy with us.
I will definitely be listening to music when I CTB as it is my favourite things on Earth. Haven't settled on a particular song yet though.

 

[EmptyCurtainCall]

i will, but not just one song. i'll make a playlist of suitable music bc idk when's gonna be the very last moment yk ? it wouldn't be right if it were silent LMFAO. definitely gonna make a playlist. i have one in particular id like to listen to during my final hour or so, tho. that's almost for certain

 

[fallingtopieces]

Music is something I've loved since I was in elementary school. I probably won't be listening to any music because there are so many songs and albums that I love that i wouldn't be able to figure out what to listen to and overall will probably make it harder to ctb for me. One of the greatest joys in my life since forever.

 

[TheNames_Grey]

There's this one song from a game I love titled "Die toteninsel (emptiness) that I plan to play in the last hours before I CTB, it's genuinely in my eyes the perfect piece and last song the melancholic symphony and how the melody seems to never move on resonates deeply with me and all the hidden tidbits of story behind the title and piece so yeah :)

 

[vagoo]

There's this one song from a game I love titled "Die toteninsel (emptiness) that I plan to play in the last hours before I CTB, it's genuinely in my eyes the perfect piece and last song the melancholic symphony and how the melody seems to never move on resonates deeply with me and all the hidden tidbits of story behind the title and piece so yeah :)

Iirc that's a signalis song right, it's beautiful both the song and the game.

Personally it would probably be "why do I" not my favourite song or have deep lyrics at all but it's a song that meant lots to someone very close to me

 

[L'absent]

I will definitely listen to the song "Che sia Benedetta". A great praise to Life which has filled me with pure joy over so many years!!!

 

[Manletmachine1]

 

[mars_b4rz]

I'd ctb with this song. The vocals would be me raging against the fate the world has set upon me

 

[Abyssal]

Some vocaloid shit probably. Maybe even end it with canon in d like a badass

 

[onelastcall]

 

[mhm-mel]

Changes every day honestly. I'm not sure how it would even work logistically for me, even though I've never considered not having music on at that moment before writing this - the song going quieter as I black out would probably give me more anxiety and scare the shit out of me. I've seen stuff around here about how intense CI can be.

 

[ArgentApricot]

i've thought about this a lot, not specific songs, but albums, since i know the SN process will take a while. i'm either thinking Sleeping Through The War by All Them Witches, Serpents of The Light by Deicide, As All Light Leaves Her by Advent Sorrow, or Sacred White Noise by Thantifaxath. i'm inching towards the latter. my time is almost here and i'm listening to that album pretty much daily now.

 

[Lady Laudanum]

I played this song when I tried to CTB in August. Obviously, it didn't work out though.

 

[amerie]

Dream - Salvia Palth, out of all acoustic slowcore songs that exist this particular one just sounds like saying goodbye to something/or someone you spent a long time with or entering a new chapter of your life. It's so beautiful.

 

[willow115]

No music. The longer I drag this out the less I care about anything. I always loved music but I lost feelings for most things. I want silence.

 

[Ww42]

I plan to die in a field during the middle of the day when its sunny. No music for me, I want the sound of the wind and birds as I pass

 

[yabujin]

This was the music I listened to back in 2019 on my first suicide attempt

 

[ineed2die]

Absolutely not.

 

[theolivanderroach]

I love music too but I don't think I'll care enough to put a song/album/playlist on when the time comes.

 

[EgoBrained]

I wouldn't be able to listen to music since I will leave all my stuff at home and also I don't wanna be distracted while trying to carry it out.

 

[-nobodyknows-]

Part of me wants to, but I don't really want to leave something behind that will be associated with my ctb

 

[BeijaFlor]

 

[Call_of-the_Void]

I think I'll create a playlist of songs, songs that both allude to my thoughts at the time, but also songs that I enjoy. I don't think I'll leave a note. If I ever finally get on that bus, I'll do it with my headphones on, leaving my playlist as a final message.

 

[Trakehner]

Not sure exactly what the last song will be, but I will listen to many of my favorite albums and playlists in the week leading up to it.

 

[squidsponge]

I don't know but sometimes I envision like in movies where the most calm of songs plays or a song from one of those old doll sets you have to wind. As I smile and do my mixing and finally end it :)

 

[nancyboy]

Unsure about individual songs but I know that Without You I'm Nothing by Placebo (the album) would probably be my last album. I've spent so many tears on it to not