Discussion What song will you CTB to?

[RadioRamen]

What song would you like to listen to when you CTB? Maybe it's the thing you want to be the last thing you hear ? Or maybe it's something to help keep you in the mindset to make that triumphant cross over the rainbow bridge?

For me it's "What would you have me do?" By Local H



I always liked the band but wasn't familiar with their whole catalogue, one day after work I was just sitting in my car kind in a haze where I could feel those thoughts coming in , the ones that made me hate myself and wish I no longer existed , and then something happened and my brain snapped over to the song lyrics and only the lyrics . Something about it felt comforting to me , just having the story of those brave enough to CTB and wanting that to be me one day , to be comforted knowing my exit was alway close by if I wanted it.

 

[leftoperish]

Easy. F33l like dieing playboi carti……..i personally feel a lot of people have been by his music it's just so soul catching and drug inducing even when you're sober but yeah f33l like dying for me

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

Everything Goes On by Porter Robinson probably.

 

[ObsidianWatcher]

Jessica, by Regina Spektor. When I was last ready to go I happened to be suffering from delusions that the song was speaking to me, telling me to "wake up" by way of ending myself. I don't believe such anymore but it's just a beautiful and somber song that make for a pleasant goodbye.

 

[littlecutecorpse]

i'm not sure....i might just have a whole playlist that i'll run in like an hour or two before i ctb. it'll be a mix of whatever i like, mostly classical/orchestral music.

 

[dasmurphy]

This one, some of the most beautiful I know - the song about the minutes between the sun burns out and we all die here on earth....

 

[muu]

Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen or Boxing Day by Car Seat Headrest probably!

 

[frail]

 

[traingirl]

This song is absolutely devastating to me.

 

[Dr.Duck]

If I go out by carbon monoxide it's gonna be No Surprises by Radiohead
Because of you are at the right amount of carbon monoxide in your space you'll be passed out by the time it's near the end.

 

[Chemi]

I originally planned to listen to songs while drifting off, but I am afraid they will make me too emotional.

I am choosing a nice historical audio book now that carries my thoughts into long forgotten times while I drift off into my deep slumber.

 

[kuroshimi]

Never thought about it, I always believed that I would go in silence. Maybe I'll just turn on my playlist shortly before.

 

[NoHorizon]

How to Disappear Completely by Radiohead. Or if I could time it perfectly then Daydreaming (also by Radiohead) but I'd need to pass out before the unsettling warped speech at the end that would probably terrify me if I was in a confused, oxygen-deprived state.