What method will you be choosing?

[BrainSplatter]

I was curious what the majority would be choosing and what would be something you'd never attempt?

My preferred method would be gunshot hence the name but being from the UK and our gun laws makes it very unlikely for me :(

1. Poisoning with SN
This will be the method I'll be choosing just need to source some first but I'm finding it very difficult as others don't share sources but I continue searching

2. Weighted drowning
This is the next method I'll be attempting if I cannot find SN. I live right next to a river there's several access points many which aren't heavily used by the locals meaning no one can call for help

3. Gas Inhalation
This is something that I could see myself attempting because you fall unconsciousness before death with someone who has a strong survival instinct this is perfect as I'll be unable to save myself which shamefully I have done in previous attempts

Self Immolation - so setting yourself on fire I'll never attempt it especially after watching videos online of others who have it seems like an extremely painful way to go and yeah I wanna avoid pain if possible

 

[kopebaldy]

Put my head in the noose

Drink SN

Walk off stool

 

[Terrible_Life]

Full hanging

 

[BrainSplatter]

Put my head in the noose

Drink SN

Walk off stool

Yeah combining them makes it almost guaranteed I can see why you choose that

 

[Shadows From Hell]

CO in tent, or hanging

 

[littlecutecorpse]

fsh since it seems to be the most viable option for me at the moment. only real issue is finding a good anchor point where i won't be found in time. could've went w/ firearm or SN if they were easier to access

 

[Marbas]

Full or partial hanging. Once the rope I ordered comes I'll start figuring things out more.

 

[BrainSplatter]

fsh since it seems to be the most viable option for me at the moment. only real issue is finding a good anchor point where i won't be found in time. could've went w/ firearm or SN if they were easier to access

Yeah same here I wish I could access firearms or even go to a gun range. Where I live the police are always arresting people this guy was found with 2 guns and drugs on him. It made me hopeful but how do I find these connections. I've heard guns can cost £1000s maybe even £5000 even if I found someone I don't have that kind of money and who's to say they don't just rob me and never give over the gun

 

[Praestat_Mori]

My method of choice is CO. Either in a tent or in a small room.

 

[Macedonian1987]

My method will be SN. With Xanax taken 2 hours prior to ease the SI and the fear of dying. I will be dying near the same riverside in which i had my first kiss many years ago. One of my rare beautiful moments in my sad and lonely life

 

[littlecutecorpse]

Yeah same here I wish I could access firearms or even go to a gun range. Where I live the police are always arresting people this guy was found with 2 guns and drugs on him. It made me hopeful but how do I find these connections. I've heard guns can cost £1000s maybe even £5000 even if I found someone I don't have that kind of money and who's to say they don't just rob me and never give over the gun

yeahh fair enough. i mean i live in the US so theoretically it'd be easier to get one here, but not so much when i'm still living w/ my mom (can't afford to move out), and too broke to buy one myself anyways. nobody that i know of has any firearms either. wish it was as easy as it sounds :(

 

[sadman1897]

CO or weighted drowning

 

[BrainSplatter]

My method will be SN. With Xanax taken 2 hours prior to ease the SI and the fear of dying. I will be dying near the same riverside in which i had my first kiss many years ago. One of my rare beautiful moments in my sad and lonely life

Sad yet beautiful to die remembering a once cherished moment and a sense of nostalgia… what happened to your first kiss will you be leaving a note for them? I'm considering leaving one for my past love

yeahh fair enough. i mean i live in the US so theoretically it'd be easier to get one here, but not so much when i'm still living w/ my mom (can't afford to move out), and too broke to buy one myself anyways. nobody that i know of has any firearms either. wish it was as easy as it sounds :(

Yeah living in the UK I honestly believed that every American family had one in UK news always shows school shooters use their parents gun or something locked in some cabinet that's how it's always portrayed in movies or tv too someone in the family has a gun hidden under their bed or whatever lol I guess that's simply not true then

 

[cherrypitlover03]

I wish I had never been sectioned, I would have bought a shotgun by now

 

[BrainSplatter]

I wish I had never been sectioned, I would have bought a shotgun by now

That sucks how long have you been sectioned and word of discharge?

 

[Forveleth]

Some sort of hanging. I already attempted with partial once but SI got to me (I woke up after I passed out). I was not scared and my experience was not painful. I am very comfortable attempting again with hanging.

 

[cherrypitlover03]

That sucks how long have you been sectioned and word of discharge?

Since I was 5150ed not once but multiple times in 2023 I will forever be unable to purchase a firearm in the USA.

 

[BrainSplatter]

Some sort of hanging. I already attempted with partial once but SI got to me (I woke up after I passed out). I was not scared and my experience was not painful. I am very comfortable attempting again with hanging.

Yeah I think failed attempts like that do desensitise you afterwards would make sense that you weren't scared.

 

[Ashes of a Dreamer]

SN, once access to guns is restricted where I live, and finding N is difficult. My criterias are accessibility (buying SN is very easy in Brazil, as well as others medicines indicated in this method), peacefulness (ok, this isn't the most peaceful method, but it's the most I can get) and reversible side effect (noticed that, if the attempt fails, one can recover in a few days).

 

[darksouls]

gunshot

 

[2disapearcompletely]

i just want to disappear from existence. i don't want to think about any suicide method as it is draining me beyond my limits.

 

[DeniedPeace]

I played around with hanging, just couldn't go through because of SI but I'm confident I can push the stool with benzos and alcohol.
If not I'll look more into SN since it's easier on the SI side.

My method of choice is CO. Either in a tent or in a small room.

Any reason why you'd prefer CO over SN if not for sourcing matters?

@BrainSplatter Would you share resources on Weighted Drowning? I couldn't find any in the stickied thread.

 

[Liebestod]

Gunshot wound to the head plus an overdose.

 

[TwistedNightmares]

SN is my first method of choice and partial hanging is my backup method.

 

[BrainSplatter]

i just want to disappear from existence. i don't want to think about any suicide method as it is draining me beyond my limits

That's ok too and look I feel like that daily even when I was a kid and I would wish to disappear die in my sleep die in a car crash or some disease. It doesn't entirely matter how I die I just know that I want to leave this world

I played around with hanging, just couldn't go through because of SI but I'm confident I can push the stool with benzos and alcohol.
If not I'll look more into SN since it's easier on the SI side.

Any reason why you'd prefer CO over SN if not for sourcing matters?

@BrainSplatter Would you share resources on Weighted Drowning? I couldn't find any in the stickied thread.

Hey I don't think there's a thread I haven't found one anyway… please someone else share it if I'm wrong. It's an uncommon method but having known someone irl who'd achieved death by this method it makes me hopeful I'm glad they're at peace and I can do the same.

Weighted drowning it's pretty self explanatory so adding weights to your body and then jumping into water, the weights are usually rocks or weights that are placed in a bag that make you sink to the bottom of the water leading to drowning, my survival instinct is so strong without the weights I'd prob just swim and save myself. I think I'd have to add extra measures so completely strapping the bag to me so I can't just simply unclip it and take it off

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Any reason why you'd prefer CO over SN if not for sourcing matters?

Imo CO is more peaceful than SN. I hate vomiting and despite AEs vomiting is likely to be a side effect. Sourcing SN+the meds wouldn't be an issue (except Benzos).

I chose the CO method, long before I knew about SS and heard about SN.

 

[Macedonian1987]

Sad yet beautiful to die remembering a once cherished moment and a sense of nostalgia… what happened to your first kiss will you be leaving a note for them? I'm considering leaving one for my past love

Yeah living in the UK I honestly believed that every American family had one in UK news always shows school shooters use their parents gun or something locked in some cabinet that's how it's always portrayed in movies or tv too someone in the family has a gun hidden under their bed or whatever lol I guess that's simply not true then

My first kiss was way back in 1999 when I was just 12 years old. Back then I wasn't a depressed kid, I was a very happy kid who enjoyed and loved life and I had no chronic pain. Things changed for the worse in the last 10 years of my life and now I'm both depressed and suffer from chronic pain. As for the note, I wont be leaving a note to anyone.


In my country nobody has ever died from SN poisoning and forensic labs are very underequipped. I will stage the circumstances to appear like i died from a drug overdose. The reason - my parents will be less sad if they think that I've died of overdose than of suicide.

 

[SunriseParabellum]

OOOOH SAY CAN YOU SEEEEE
Definitely gunshot, I'm a wimp and I know I'd have second thoughts immediately if I chose anything slower. I enjoy shooting anyway, might as well be the last thing I do (obviously not anybody else)

 

[UserFromNowhere]

I have access to SN and a rope. Rope never seems to work, so likely that SN will be my out.

 

[BrainSplatter]

I have access to SN and a rope. Rope never seems to work, so likely that SN will be my out.

Hanging is the most common method and has been around for centuries now it will work but it's not simple my survival instinct is so strong I've tried you have to be very strong willed, I hope you find peace whatever method you chose