I chose FSH as my method. But when that moment comes to kick the chair way, I can never find the courage to kick it away. I always stop at that moment. I also live in a building with ten floor. Though I live in such a good suicide spot, I am still alive. Cause I am too afraid to jump off it. I cant even manage to stand on the railing, let alone jumping.
I thought I would be less scared if I cut my throat open with something or if I chose psh. But I have read that si gets in the way even more in these methods.
Is there any method I could use with such strong si and too much fear? Or some method where fear and si would get in the way less? Perhaps there is less likely to be any, but I really need to die.
I thought I would be less scared if I cut my throat open with something or if I chose psh. But I have read that si gets in the way even more in these methods.
Is there any method I could use with such strong si and too much fear? Or some method where fear and si would get in the way less? Perhaps there is less likely to be any, but I really need to die.
