Discussion What lives 'rent free' in your head?

[Forever Sleep]

Seems like this phrase has different connotations. Some negative- as in for example- you can't get something nasty someone said to you out your head. I think I prefer the positive angle though. That something you really enjoy or resonate with often is on your mind.

Answer however you wish- positive or negative or, both if you like.

Of the positive things, the story of Jane Eyre is often on my mind. Some dumb arse romantic illusion that two people can save one another. I often have lines from films or TV series pop into my mind. From the TV series, Jonathan Creek, an insult that often springs to mind when I'm feeling old: A description of one of the characters said he was all seized up with arthritis- 'like walking rigor mortis.' I sometimes feel like that.

Of the negative stuff, it tends to be memories from childhood I'd much rather forget.

What about you? Any positive or negative obsessions?

 

[wormbrained]

I think about playing the drums pretty often, although I've never even touched one.

 

[absolutelyyou]

Honestly? Way too many fuckin memes. I think its the autism that cases me to like and hold onto funny small bits but honestly its kind of annoying. How is one ever supposed to feel like an adult with their shit together if when I sit there chopping food for dinner my brain just says "they did surgery on a grape". Please brain. Let me have one normal thought.

 

[astr4]

Of the negative stuff, it tends to be memories from childhood I'd much rather forget.

yuup

the past lives rent free in my head

embarrassing moments i wish i forgot? somehow entitled to free rent as well.

 

[Nolvalis94]

Mostly negatively: Open Individualism and (to a lesser extent) Empty Individualism.

 

[amnesia999]

I hate that saying, "lives rent-free in your head". Obviously everything in your head lives there rent-free, seeing as thoughts can't exactly saw their way through your skull and hand you money. So it makes no sense. People usually use that phrase to mean that you just can't stop obsessively thinking about something, and they're making fun of you for not being able to let it go.

One thing that really bugs me is people who support donald trump, when it's clear, at least to me, that the country will be much worse off if he's re-elected. That trump is bad news is so easy to see, but people turn a blind eye to all the red flags and decide to vote for him anyway.

 

[JustAnx]

My low self steem and my pride. They are roomates and they don't really get along.

 

[thatsall]

songs. in my mind's eye, every moment i experience has a song attached to it. i see my life as if it's one prolonged, whirlwind movie; it's all cinematic in a twisted way.

 

[untothedepths]

negative - thoughts of "everyone hates you secretly' 'go self harm right now' 'your a piece of shit, die'

positive - im drawing and writing again but its all souless, forcing myself 2.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Suicide and the desire to be dead

 

[vadim]

Rat Park
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rat_Park

I know it was flawed and that you shouldn't project human emotions onto animals, but I can never stop thinking about the fact that the group that consumed the most morphine was the one made up of rats who'd grown up in rat park and were then transferred to solitary cages. If I were to project human emotions onto rats, I'd say that those who felt happiness at one point have a greater capacity for feeling pain than those who'd never known happiness at all.

 

[nir]

I think the desire for love/companionship constantly takes up space in my mind, especially when I'm trying to fall asleep.

I think about playing the drums pretty often, although I've never even touched one.

I hope you get to play them some day, if you want to :)

 

[watchdog]

 

[Nothing Left]

I think about playing the drums pretty often, although I've never even touched one.

Omg, start off getting one of those electronic drum pad things, like the Pyle Pro PTED06 and go to town.

It's not ergonomically correct like a more expensive electronic kit, but it's good starter for someone interested in learning or just playing around.

 

[noname223]

A physics professor who might is among the smartest people on this planet who did not consider me smart.

 

[notwhereIbelong]

Food, calories, weight. Loneliness.

 

[yabujin]

Sexhavers, bbw cosplayers, things that I want basically that I never have

Suicide and the desire to be dead

Also this after the mentioned

 

[amnesia999]

Urban Dictionary sez...

Foid
Yet another slur used by incels to describe females/women because they can't get laid.
(See also: femoid)
...
foid
shorthand for femoid, a pejorative used by incels to degrade women

 

[FujoshiNeet]

Urban Dictionary sez...

Foid
Yet another slur used by incels to describe females/women because they can't get laid.
(See also: femoid)
...
foid
shorthand for femoid, a pejorative used by incels to degrade women

can you translate every time this gerbil posts?

 

[amnesia999]

can you translate every time this gerbil posts?

What I want to know is, what the fuck is it that draws so many incel types to troll post in this forum. There's something I don't want living rent-free in my head.

 

[yabujin]

What I want to know is, what the fuck is it that draws so many incel types to troll post in this forum. There's something I don't want living rent-free in my head.

Smh not a troll post

 

[pyx]

there's a particularly leathery spot on my inner thigh, it's been there for weeks

 

[yabujin]

can you translate every time this gerbil posts?

I use that slang almost on autopilot +I hate her and the way she talks about cels on gram it made me type out like this
But I was actually gonna say a lot of aspects in her are perfect desirable fit for me

 

[EvisceratedJester]

School, wanting to kill myself, psychedelics, and The Garden/Enjoy

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Too many things. It's getting crowded in here.

 

[Manletmachine1]

My oneitis

Foidforeskin Appreciation Track

Hello kitty bitch You know you’re the shit No I don’t mean it in a misogynistic way Still talking to you in my head every day I know you don’t care for male validation But I’m always gonna worship y

on.soundcloud.com

 

[Alexei_Kirillov]

An author who was a prostitute in her early twenties and who killed herself at 36 after writing several successful books. She had been suicidal since she was 15, and seems to have been one of those people, like many of us on the forum, who are just empty inside. Who don't wish for a good life, but just prefer nonexistence. So many of her quotes just constantly pass through my head...

 

[LostLily]

Fear of the futures and all my failures.

 

[ScottPilgram]

positives? THIS FUCKING VIDEO
PICKLE? PICKLE NO GOOD!
negatives?
every unresolved fight i've EVER had

 

[S like Siren]

Sadly suicidal thoughts