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pellisetossium

pellisetossium

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I'm a huge music nerd. It's probably my biggest interest, and it has been the only thing to bring me comfort at times. I imagine I'm not the only one who feels like this here, so I wanted to ask.
My favorite for the past five years or so has been Xiu Xiu's "A Promise". What is yours?
 
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Greyhawk

Greyhawk

Student
Jan 3, 2025
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Music has definitely been the most important thing in my life during my worst depressive episodes.
It's impossible for me to pick just one but some of my favorite ones are:

Metallica - Master of puppets
Megadeth - Rust in peace
Burzum - Filosofem
Slayer - Show no mercy
$uicideboy$ - I want to die in New Orleans
 
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pellisetossium

pellisetossium

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Oct 28, 2025
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Music has definitely been the most important thing in my life during my worst depressive episodes.
It's impossible for me to pick just one but some of my favorite ones are:

Metallica - Master of puppets
Megadeth - Rust in peace
Burzum - Filosofem
Slayer - Show no mercy
$uicideboy$ - I want to die in New Orleans
Filosofem was my absolute favorite when I was a teenager. Still love that one.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Hello World
Mar 31, 2025
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I like the album In Rainbows by Radiohead most. My second favorite is The New Abnormal by The Strokes. I got other but these are my favorite.
 
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pellisetossium

pellisetossium

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I like the album In Rainbows by Radiohead most. My second favorite is The New Abnormal by The Strokes. I got other but these are my favorite.
In Rainbows is absolutely beautiful. I haven't listened to The New Abnormal, but I might now.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Hello World
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In Rainbows is absolutely beautiful. I haven't listened to The New Abnormal, but I might now.
Well I hope you enjoy it if you do. I Love your pfp btw!
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

I revoke my subscription from life.
Nov 1, 2025
141
My favourite album currently would be The Lighthouse - Written By Wolves.
 
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NutOrat

NutOrat

Falling Down
Jun 11, 2025
231
As an album, The Turn of a Friendly Card by Alan Parsons Project is still the absolute favorite of mine. By that I mean: every single track is great, transitions are immaculate (last 5 tracks), and listening beginning to end is just pure bliss. I think I like individual tracks or parts of other albums more, but judging as a whole, this is the one.
 
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pellisetossium

pellisetossium

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I like the album In Rainbows by Radiohead most. My second favorite is The New Abnormal by The Strokes. I got other but these are my favorite.
In Rainbows is absolutely beautiful. I haven't listened to The New Abnormal, but I might now. Thank
Well I hope you enjoy it if you do. I Love your pfp btw!
Thank you, it's literally me!
As an album, The Turn of a Friendly Card by Alan Parsons Project is still the absolute favorite of mine. By that I mean: every single track is great, transitions are immaculate (last 5 tracks), and listening beginning to end is just pure bliss. I think I like individual tracks or parts of other albums more, but judging as a whole, this is the one.
Their indisputable best, alongside I Robot!
 
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chudeatte

chudeatte

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Aug 5, 2025
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mine is probably gluee by bladee. I just think every song is perfect and I never grow tired of any of them its been my fav for a while now
 
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pellisetossium

pellisetossium

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Oct 28, 2025
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mine is probably gluee by bladee. I just think every song is perfect and I never grow tired of any of them its been my fav for a while now
I never listened to him, actually. I'll check this one on my way back home.
 
avalokitesvara

avalokitesvara

nothing
Nov 28, 2024
426
I love Xiu Xiu too.
I'm also another Bladee fan. I don't know which of his albums are my favourite. Probably The Fool or Cold Visions. But I love all of them.
Ys and The Milk Eyed Mender by Joanna Newsom
Xo by Elliott Smith
Blood In Our Wells - Drudkh
Natens Madrigal - Ulver
Pale Swordsman - Këkht Arakh
 
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thebayleaf

thebayleaf

my thoughts will follow you into your dreams
Nov 6, 2025
60
i have list autism that compels me to make and maintain lists of things, so have my top 20 albums.

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twin fantasy literally rewrote my brain chemistry when i was a teenager so it's an easy #1 pick.
aside from that, i'm mostly a (psychedelic/prog) rock girl as you can see, but i've been unexpectedly getting super into rap/hip hop/soul stuff lately and am currently obsessed with kendrick lamar and childish gambino.
 
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pellisetossium

pellisetossium

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Oct 28, 2025
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I love Xiu Xiu too.
I'm also another Bladee fan. I don't know which of his albums are my favourite. Probably The Fool or Cold Visions. But I love all of them.
Ys and The Milk Eyed Mender by Joanna Newsom
Xo by Elliott Smith
Blood In Our Wells - Drudkh
Natens Madrigal - Ulver
Pale Swordsman - Këkht Arakh
Amazing list, these are all very good!
i have list autism that compels me to make and maintain lists of things, so have my top 20 albums.

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twin fantasy literally rewrote my brain chemistry when i was a teenager so it's an easy #1 pick.
aside from that, i'm mostly a (psychedelic/prog) rock girl as you can see, but i've been unexpectedly getting super into rap/hip hop/soul stuff lately and am currently obsessed with kendrick lamar and childish gambino.
I also have categorization autism lolol. Psychedelic Porn Crumpets are the only thing I haven't checked out from here, and I should since they're my best friend's favorites. Very good list, asides from that :)
 
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thebayleaf

thebayleaf

my thoughts will follow you into your dreams
Nov 6, 2025
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Amazing list, these are all very good!

I also have categorization autism lolol. Psychedelic Porn Crumpets are the only thing I haven't checked out from here, and I should since they're my best friend's favorites. Very good list, asides from that :)
oh wow you've got some goated music tastes if you've heard all these :D can i ask what your favourite album on my list is?

also currently listening to a promise by xiu xiu. never heard of them before. not quiteee the kinda music i vibe with, but i really fuck with the energy of it.
 
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waqs

seen now, forgotten later
Sep 9, 2025
48
unhappy birthday by waqs

it has the best waqs song imo: readth, i dont want to be me, lifelong suicidal thoughts, and unhappy birthday (song title) are all bangers from one album. i find myself coming back to it the most out of all of waqs's works xd
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

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pellisetossium

pellisetossium

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oh wow you've got some goated music tastes if you've heard all these :D can i ask what your favourite album on my list is?

also currently listening to a promise by xiu xiu. never heard of them before. not quiteee the kinda music i vibe with, but i really fuck with the energy of it.
Currently, Songs about Leaving :)
 
Spider Lilies

Spider Lilies

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Oct 28, 2025
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Dark Tranquillity - Fiction

Mnemic - The Audio Injected Soul

Periphery - Alpha/Omega dual release

In Flames - The Jester Race

Soilwork - Natural Born Chaos

Machine Head - Through the Ashes of Empires
 
sbem

sbem

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Sep 12, 2025
6
i cant decide on a single one but my top choices are

and justice for all - metallica

white pony - deftones

hatful of hollow - the smiths

Love devotion surrender - santana,
mahavishnu mclaughlin

my anti aircraft friend - julie

in the court of the crimson king - king
crimson

D>E>A>T>H>M>E>T>A>L - panchiko

World is yours - mass of the fermenting dregs

casiopea - casiopea

it's a long list but still i don't feel like i listened to much music so i'm kinda keeping on progressing?
 
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beyond.space

beyond.space

"an elegant suicide is the ultimate work of art"
Oct 30, 2025
44
gotta be linkin park's hybrid theory
 
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Marbas

Marbas

Misery Loves Company
Feb 20, 2025
96
Emilie Autumns Opheliac album still hits me hard to this day.
 
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yesi

Faded
Nov 10, 2025
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For me it's Mayday Parade - what it means to fall apart.
 
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pellisetossium

pellisetossium

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Oct 28, 2025
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i cant decide on a single one but my top choices are

and justice for all - metallica

white pony - deftones

hatful of hollow - the smiths

Love devotion surrender - santana,
mahavishnu mclaughlin

my anti aircraft friend - julie

in the court of the crimson king - king
crimson

D>E>A>T>H>M>E>T>A>L - panchiko

World is yours - mass of the fermenting dregs

casiopea - casiopea

it's a long list but still i don't feel like i listened to much music so i'm kinda keeping on progressing?
I recently got into julie! Another great list. :)
 
networkAutomata

networkAutomata

run away, to the sun, to the comfort
Nov 10, 2025
6
despite the Velocity: Design: Comfort theming of my profile I think my all time favorite album is Since I Left You by The Avalanches (V:D:C is a close one though, and my answer will probably change depending on when you ask)
 
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Grog

Grog

*grumble grumble*
Jun 3, 2025
458
Pink Moon by Nick Drake. When I first listened to it, I felt like Nick Drake knew my exact pain; this album paints my life to a tee. It's also so profound, poetic, intimate, introspective, raw, and so technically astounding. The way Nick plays his guitar on this album takes such divine skill and heart.

This album means the world to me. I want From the Morning to be played at my funeral.
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gunmetalblue11

gunmetalblue11

Artistic puppy
Oct 31, 2025
233
Meteora - Linkin Park, close second is Sempiternal - Bring me the Horizon. Emo younger me keeps it on a chokehold.
 
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pellisetossium

pellisetossium

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Pink Moon by Nick Drake. When I first listened to it, I felt like Nick Drake knew my exact pain; this album paints my life to a tee. It's also so profound, poetic, intimate, introspective, raw, and so technically astounding. The way Nick plays his guitar on this album takes such divine skill and heart.

This album means the world to me. I want From the Morning to be played at my funeral.
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It's so precious to me as well. It has brought me so much comfort.
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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Right now I'm going to say breaking benjamin discography. Lot of relevant music. Very good. The song dark is a awesome representation of ptsd. The way he uses his voice sounds like a siren, [ the siren to me is indictive of impending suicide,] along with the low notes on the guitar. But its also a scream. Just an example of why I like breaking benjamin. He gets it, and turns it onto music.


 
asaṅkhata

asaṅkhata

Wizard
Jun 2, 2024
608
Rose clouds of holocaust - death in june

Because it's the one album tuat I always keep comimg back to. Honorable mentions are crytsal castles' debut album and selected ambient works 85-92 by aphex twin.
 
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