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Catchingdabus27

Catchingdabus27

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2019
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with the world the way it is impersonally putting a hold on any method that requires shipping or waiting or like a third party...

So no waiting on the "right time" to buy SN. I can't stand this world and I'd like to know I can go in a way I want anytime I want.

I'm just so over it. I want to control but I don't want anything painful. I feel like I'm back to the drawing board and while it's good I have options...

Life makes me so fucking fed up and sick. I'm hoping to reach my own place before I off myself but maybe I won't get there.

So I need to start thinking all over again.
This is so tiring but honestly, the last thing I ever wanna do is jump off a bridge. That is my only current option that is available...

So I need to start thinking. I'm already tryna think but it's all just shit rn in my head.
(My writing online sucks im also sleepy rn so excuse.)
 
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