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shark
Sep 13, 2024
22
Me personally, i expect that death will open its arms to me and bring me into a big hug, then i'll feel so warm and fulfilled, finally bringing me peace and an end to what i feel.
The embrace would feel strong, yet gentle. Then, death would guide me to an afterlife, where i dissolve away and everything feels like honey.
I don't know. maybe it's just a fantasy, one that would fulfill the want for some sort of parental love and acceptance. Maybe there's nothing on the other side. Maybe it feels too good to be true.
It doesn't matter though.
Anything would be better than being in this plane of existence.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,947
Hopefully it'll work and there'll be nothingness for eternity.
 
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Barkhan

Member
Dec 20, 2023
10
Reincarnation. When I die, I will not be able to be aware of anything. No peace that everyone expects there, no rest. Billions of years will simply pass for me in an instant and one day all those conditions due to which I became conscious will repeat themselves and I will be alive again, I just will not know that I had a past life.
Do you remember your childhood, remember how over time you became more and more aware of what was happening around you? That is approximately what I expect.
Frankly, I would prefer eternal sleep and an eternal sense of peace, but what I said at the beginning, unfortunately, seems to me the only possible one.
 
eeah

eeah

waste
Sep 11, 2024
82
nothing. idk what that feels like so I imagine it's like going to sleep and just not waking back up
 
Jon Arbuckle

Jon Arbuckle

Aspiring Corpse
Jul 23, 2024
119
No memory, no sensation, no interacting with others, no ability to feel happy or unhappy about any of this.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,962
Pain, fear, panic and then nothing I suspect.
 
Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
283
I just expect to be rid of my pain. Anything that may happen in the process of dying is fine so long as the end goal gets rid of my suffering once and for all
 
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Reflection

Reflection

Arcanist
Sep 12, 2024
406
Absolute nothingness, I'd be lying if I said I didn't have some regrets. But all in all, there's nothing I can do to change anything, so all I can do is accept my fate and do whatever I can to end my pain...which just happens to be to not exist anymore.
 
nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
859
The only thing I expect is for my method to work. And I sure hope there's only nothingness on the other side. I just want to disappear completely.
 
equip

equip

New Member
Sep 14, 2024
2
hopefully a void of nothing, and it's just quiet
 

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