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- Nov 19, 2025
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At this time last year I scheduled my annual physical with the doctor I have been seeing as an adult.
I don't intend to tell him anything about suicide, and I don't believe he will be easily convinced to prescribe me the anti-anxiety medications compatible with sodium nitrite, but I'm wondering:
Is there anything else people would recommend I try to get out of this appointment? I'm not even sure if I'm asking what I mean to. It just feels like an event I may wish I had somehow taken better advantage of.
I'm in the US if it matters. And when my life's as worthless as it feels now—and also when I'm drunk—I tend to do a spectacular job of phony bologna and no one detects anything.
I don't intend to tell him anything about suicide, and I don't believe he will be easily convinced to prescribe me the anti-anxiety medications compatible with sodium nitrite, but I'm wondering:
Is there anything else people would recommend I try to get out of this appointment? I'm not even sure if I'm asking what I mean to. It just feels like an event I may wish I had somehow taken better advantage of.
I'm in the US if it matters. And when my life's as worthless as it feels now—and also when I'm drunk—I tend to do a spectacular job of phony bologna and no one detects anything.
