Siamese Believe
Student
- Dec 8, 2025
- 136
Not being able to experience the beauty of love is one of my top reasons, and it's due to how horrifically ugly I am. Along side that short height as well which makes me even more unattractive.
Even IF a woman could somehow get past my looks and date me, it would be the equivalent to forcing yourself to eat disgusting cold soup that's been left out all day when you know there's a pizza place down the street.
And my autism makes me incredibly awkward, which would be fine if I weren't terribly ugly.
It's impossible not to think about romance either because it's literally in every form of media. I'd have to never watch anything again.
I think not being able to successfully experience romance for yourself is a very solid reason to ctb. It is such a key part of being alive, of being human.
Even IF a woman could somehow get past my looks and date me, it would be the equivalent to forcing yourself to eat disgusting cold soup that's been left out all day when you know there's a pizza place down the street.
And my autism makes me incredibly awkward, which would be fine if I weren't terribly ugly.
It's impossible not to think about romance either because it's literally in every form of media. I'd have to never watch anything again.
I think not being able to successfully experience romance for yourself is a very solid reason to ctb. It is such a key part of being alive, of being human.
