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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
544
If I come up with a story of a very sick member family suffering tremendously and offering big amount of money disceetly
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
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dontwakemeup

Elementalist
Nov 11, 2024
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I think you should ask for 2 pills and give me one lol. I think it would be easier to steal it then have someone agree to give it to you. I would be terrified to ask a Dr for it🫣
 
GreaterThanLessThan

GreaterThanLessThan

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Oct 10, 2025
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If I come up with a story of a very sick member family suffering tremendously and offering big amount of money disceetly
It's possible, but the chances of the doctor actually taking your bribe - especially given the risks, in a society where suicide is shunned upon and parades "integrity" as virtue - are slim to none. And if they see through your lie, then that's an entirely different problem
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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I'd say about a one in a million or so chance. Pretty difficult finding one to risk their career. Maybe in some little South American town.
 
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traingirl

traingirl

I was good. I was really good.
Oct 7, 2025
329
Zero, they could face accessory charges I'm pretty sure. You'd have a better chance robbing a clinic than that tbh but I'm NOT advising you do that just saying there's no chance.
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
544
There was some news lately in my country that some vets have been selling things that sounded sketchy. They are still under investigation. Pretty sure it has to do with Nembutal but idk
 
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Kurwenal

Enden sah ich die Welt.
Apr 9, 2025
139
Having the vet see through your story and contact your local mental health service/police are, in my opinion, the much, much more realistic outcome. Certainly there are very dodgy vets out there, because there are lots of dodgy people full stop, so no profession is exempt, but even with that being the case, if there were any way whatsoever to trace the N back to that vet, they'd be done for. I think the vast majority of vets would be intelligent enough not to take that risk.

I'm sorry for your suffering. I wish N were accessible to those who just want nothing more a peaceful and reliable exit. But I think much more bad would come from making any attempt to buy it, than is worth the tiny sliver of potential where you might be able to get it.
 
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