Venting Well, fuck

[struggles_inc]

Drank 1/3 bottle of vodka this night, slashed my wrist again. My shirt goes in the trash, it was pure white and now it's covered in blood. Almost told my assistant to go fuck herself but eventually said something like that my situation is none of her business.

Now I'm dealing with a hangover, my hand hurts, I fucked up my year of sobriety alongside my already broken streak without self harm.

Poured the rest of the vodka down the drain. Fucking hell.