Well don’t even feel like waiting until later

[Noonespecial]

I can't figure out how to edit my last post so I'm posting it here. Im done. Less than an hour and I'm taking the SN unless something drastically changes I just can't do it anymore. I'm so tired of constantly trying to stay alive there's just no reason anymore.

 

[Gregorius]

.Are you sure you want to go this way now? No matter what you choose, I wish you peace. If you want to talk I'm there :Herz:

 

[Noonespecial]

.Are you sure you want to go this way now? No matter what you choose, I wish you peace. If you want to talk I'm there :Herz:

I'm sure. I can't keep living like this

 

[painoflife]

What would you like to change?

 

[Noonespecial]

What would you like to change?

I don't even know I guess I just meant unless I change my mind for some reason

 

[painoflife]

I don't even know I guess I just meant unless I change my mind for some reason

Sorry I thought you were waiting for a sign not to do it kind of thing, like waiting to hear from family or something and they could persuade you otherwise. I hope you have thought it out fully and not rushing it towards the end, the worst thing would be to go ahead and it not work then you are in a worse situation.

 

[Noonespecial]

Sorry I thought you were waiting for a sign not to do it kind of thing, like waiting to hear from family or something and they could persuade you otherwise. I hope you have thought it out fully and not rushing it towards the end, the worst thing would be to go ahead and it not work then you are in a worse situation.

I mean at this point the only thing that would stop me would be my roommate somehow finding me before it's completely done but honestly the chances of that happening are really slim. I originally had a later date planned but I just can't wait anymore

 

[one4all]

@Noonespecial

I wish you the best in what ever you chose, whether you stay or CTB. I do hope you have something planed out though and this is not on an impulse.
You mentioned a roommate. Have you taken into consideration your roommate finding your body, what trauma they may go through?

 

[selfhater]

i wish u peace whatever u choose ♡

 

[Noonespecial]

@Noonespecial

I wish you the best in what ever you chose, whether you stay or CTB. I do hope you have something planed out though and this is not on an impulse.
You mentioned a roommate. Have you taken into consideration your roommate finding your body, what trauma they may go through?

Oh I have that's honestly the only reason I haven't done anything up to this point. But I just can't let that be my reason anymore

 

[one4all]

Oh I have that's honestly the only reason I haven't done anything up to this point. But I just can't let that be my reason anymore

If you do go this route. Are you thinking about maybe leaving a note on the door and some how letting them know what they may find?

 

[Noonespecial]

If you do go this route. Are you thinking about maybe leaving a note on the door and some how letting them know what they may find?

I mean they know a lot of what I've been dealing with so it honestly wouldn't come as a surprise to them. I will probably leave something so they atleast are prepared

I can't figure out how to edit my last post so I'm posting it here. Im done. Less than an hour and I'm taking the SN unless something drastically changes I just can't do it anymore. I'm so tired of constantly trying to stay alive there's just no reason anymore.

I think I'm going to wait until tonight go with the original plan and do it before bed. That will cause the least amount of issues