Discussion Wanting to kill someone out of curiosity

[killorbekilled]

I've always been curious if killing someone makes you carry guilt and anxiety even more. I also want to witness what happens when someone bleeds out and dies. Am I fucked up?

 

[MelancholyMagic]

Maybe it is not wrong to want to, but it is definitely wrong to to do it.

 

[killorbekilled]

Maybe it is not wrong to want to, but it is definitely wrong to to do it.

Yeah, I don't think I would even be able to hide the evidence like in A Good Girl's Guide to Murder. Don't wanna go to jail either.

 

[Mirrory Me]

Why are you "curious" about that?

 

[pyx]

nice try fed

 

[killorbekilled]

Why are you "curious" about that?

Idk, I'm probably just fucked up in my mind. I'm curious what it feels like to cut someone's life off, but I don't know why I wanna know.

 

[avoid]

I'm curious about what murdering someone would feel like too. But it's not something that I want to do because my guilty conscious would swallow me whole.

If anything, I want to form the plan and make preparations. I want to know if I can get away with the perfect murder. I watch murder reports on YouTube for entertainment and it boggles my mind how some people think they are sneaky with their deeds. For example, don't leave the damn receipt for your murder equipment in your car! By no means is a receipt damming evidence but the police sure will pour all their resources in investigating you—the prime suspect.

 

[killorbekilled]

I'm curious about what murdering someone would feel like too. But it's not something that I want to do because my guilty conscious would swallow me whole.

If anything, I want to form the plan and make preparations. I want to know if I can get away with the perfect murder. I watch murder reports on YouTube for entertainment and it boggles my mind how some people think they are sneaky with their deeds. For example, don't leave a damn receipt for your murder equipment in your car! By no means is a receipt damming evidence but the police sure will pour all their resources in investigating you—the prime suspect.

Don't leave fingerprints or any DNA, have reliable alibis who know nothing, and make sure your alibis all have the same testimony. Burn everything or dispose of everything used for the murder that could be traced back to you, If framing, lure the 'murderer' to area where you want the play to start. Warming or cooling body with water changes time of death. Make sure murder weapon is erased or your prints and dna and your ownership before proceeding to place it in the 'murderers' past. Also, make sure no one has any clue on why u would kill them ( watch Rizzoli&Isles and read AGGGTM)
I feel like I know how to, and am curious, but don't have the guts to actually do it. Myself will be the one person I kill.

 

[-Link-]

Idk, I'm probably just fucked up in my mind. I'm curious what it feels like to cut someone's life off, but I don't know why I wanna know.

Then maybe the "why" is the better question to be asking yourself.

Your thoughts are only as right or wrong as you think they are.

It's our actions that define us, not our thoughts.

"Wanting to kill someone out of curiosity" is only a thought. Your thoughts aren't harming anyone. Maybe they're harming you or maybe they're not, but you're the only party of concern.

If you start feeling the urge to act on these thoughts, then there is a problem.

 

[killorbekilled]

If you start feeling the urge to act on these thoughts, then there is a problem.

I don't even have anyone I wanna kill besides myself so I should be ok then :)

 

[astr4]

idk about murdering people but i can understand morbid curiosity

i remember an old internet friend who was fixated on the idea of cannibalism and would have probably tried human flesh if given the option ngl she was a weird one but weird friends make for interesting stories so

i think it's also why people watch so much true crime and whatnot. people are drawn towards gruesome things.

 

[LuxVan]

The thought alone, no. It's morbid curiousity. That same feeling drives people to take interest in true crime and slasher films. It by itself doesn't mean someone will do anything.

 

[killorbekilled]

i remember an old internet friend who was fixated on the idea of cannibalism and would have probably tried human flesh if given the option ngl she was a weird one but weird friends make for interesting stories so

Octopus moms feed the dad to their kids I think. I can understand wanting to try human flesh because it is a meat after all. I don't think I could stomach it knowing it was a human with a consciousness, but then again all animals technically have a consciousness.

 

[beyondgone]

Aggression is a natural instinct for most animals, us humans have always been entertained by such violence, like the romans in the coliseum, and at one point in time it was pivotal to our survival and evolution, still in todays case there are some reasons which makes it more understandable to make you want to hurt someone like that but in most cases it's morally wrong, how would you feel if someone just randomly killed your child because they simply wanted to know how it would make them feel? If you're interested in that maybe start some form of martial arts so you can channel that aggression against another willing and able person

 

[sharpiemarker]

try reading crime and punishment

 

[N7_Alliance_Marine]

Nice try, fed.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I don't mind being the person that you kill out of curiosity. You can test all of your theories using me as a victim

 

[BoulderSoWhat]

Let's flip the question. What if you were going about your day, minding your own business, wondering would it would be like to kill someone out of curiosity, then suddenly someone comes up to you and kills you. The reason they killed you was because their curiosity got the better of them and they acted upon it. If you'd be upset about this and call BS on their actions against you, then I just hope you can likewise weigh that consideration against your own curiosity.

Generally speaking, humans don't like being killed, there will be consequences. Keep that in mind when your curiosity wanders.

 

[killorbekilled]

Let's flip the question. What if you were going about your day, minding your own business, wondering would it would be like to kill someone out of curiosity, then suddenly someone comes up to you and kills you. The reason they killed you was because their curiosity got the better of them and they acted upon it. If you'd be upset about this and call BS on their actions against you, then I just hope you can likewise weigh that consideration against your own curiosity.

Honestly, I don't think I would care that much as long as it was painless or quick.

 

[Golemishna]

I do want to kill someone, myself

 

[Chinaski]

The scores on the doors here are absolutely terrifying.

SANCTIONED SUICIDE USERS: the partners thread is good, pure, helpful, necessary - it's great that this community is so caring and giving

ALSO SANCTIONED SUICIDE USERS: yes I'm in the seventy five percent of members who thinks about doing a murder, this is fine, wtf are u some kind of freaking normie or sumthin

 

[Lost Magic]

I only like to kill in video games. It's cool and can be stylish.

Real life violence, especially wanting to kill someone out of curiosity, is psychopathic.

 

[Thisisnotaname]

What's your occupation OP?
CIA? FBI? Worst... DGSE?

 

[Reflection]

This post somehow reminds me of "Benny's video". (it's a film)

 

[desperatandsad]

bad things happen, so bad thoughs. I think killing someone , because of curiosity, is wrong and just unesserary. what i can imagine 4myself ist that a beloved one, who suicides, is staying the last gasps in my arms and dies there. a little touch creepy.

 

[Namelesa]

I am definitely curious on killing someone I utterly despise like my best friend's abusive neglectful mum. If my friend really wanted me to kill her I think I would do it cus I think abusive parents are the worst kind of people to exist and so don't deserve any forgiveness. Other than that not really at this moment in time, maybe I have fantasias about killing people but they just that and I don't really think about actually acting on those thoughts as I don't want to hurt innocent people and increase the amount of guilt I have.

 

[Pluto]