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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,907
I'm having a lot of sudden urges right now where I want to hurt myself physically, or have huge urges to die right now... I manage to hold back, but it's hard... 😭
 
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Slark

Slark

Student
Apr 30, 2023
170
I've been going through the same thing recently. I think a lot about hurting myself or dying. Do you have someone close to you who could help you, or someone you could talk to? I hope you're okay.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,907
In my home with m'y parents...
 
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Slark

Slark

Student
Apr 30, 2023
170
Do you think that if you talked to them, they would give you any emotional support?
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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It's ok to call a help line if that's what you want to do. many people here have when they wanted to.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,907
Thanks go to bed. Im better
 
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