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endlessmelancholy

endlessmelancholy

Student
Jun 12, 2024
152
I want to ctb so bad. I'm doomed by birth. One setback after another. But I'm a coward to do it.
 
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Hanzala Ahmad

Hanzala Ahmad

New Member
Sep 15, 2024
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hey man, don't do it
Not forcing u, but try to look past ur pain, it does get better
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
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do what you have to.

no one can tell you what to do unless you let them. you understand your pain better than anyone else because it's you feeling it, not them.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I also just wish to cease existing, it truly is so cruel and painful to me how there's all this suffering.
 
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Chocomel

Chocomel

Chocolate Milk
Jan 13, 2024
49
My advice for you is to find what makes you cowardice in the first place. From my experience, at first I thought that the things that hold me back from CTB is because I'm such a pussy. But then I look more deeper into it and realize it's because I still wanna be saved by other. Or maybe in your case, you still have someone you love dearly perhaps?
 
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