Venting venting

[sleepydeaths]

i just feel so incredibly distressed
the thing that set me off i can't discuss with anyone due to how awkward it'll be, and now im ruminating all of the other ways i and my life falls short of what it could be
god i hate this i feel so nauseous and tired and im just laying in bed rotting right now
im so distressed and so tired of feeling like this

 

[Untimely]

I'm sorry you feel like that
Happy to chat about it if you want

 

[sleepydeaths]

I'm sorry you feel like that
Happy to chat about it if you want

im really struggling with my demisexuality and having feelings for a close friend who is taken with my other friend. it spirals into general self hatred and suicidal ideation about how much i hate myself and my life.. ive cut twice in the span of tonight and this morning. im doing very, very horribly. i don't think i will do anything but i have a lot of suicidal ideation and i feel very miserable.

 

[Untimely]

im really struggling with my demisexuality and having feelings for a close friend who is taken with my other friend. it spirals into general self hatred and suicidal ideation about how much i hate myself and my life.. ive cut twice in the span of tonight and this morning. im doing very, very horribly. i don't think i will do anything but i have a lot of suicidal ideation and i feel very miserable.

I'm really sorry to hear that , it sounds like a tough situation :(