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Once I got my SN i stopped having a will to live tbh. Like I know I'm going to ctb one day so it feels stupid to waste my time living life or doing anything. Like why don't I just be proactive about it and do it already? All I'm waiting on at this point is one person to leave me. I'm not exactly getting a lot out of being here
Once I got my SN i stopped having a will to live tbh. Like I know I'm going to ctb one day so it feels stupid to waste my time living life or doing anything. Like why don't I just be proactive about it and do it already? All I'm waiting on at this point is one person to leave me. I'm not exactly getting a lot out of being here
I want to make sure the timings right. I want my intention to be very clear with it, if that makes sense. I don't want to go until everything's in order.
There are so many mental mechanisms that keep us here. Fear of all the possible consequences for ourselves and others, as well as lower level drives that won't make much logical sense because they're automatic responses rather than planned.
My opinion is that because suicide is so risky, it's not something that should be done impulsively. So feel free to take your time. Maybe in your remaining time here you'll still experience good moments that justify hanging on just a little bit longer. Your SN isn't going anywhere, you can choose to take it at any time.
I want to make sure the timings right. I want my intention to be very clear with it, if that makes sense. I don't want to go until everything's in order.
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