Using the train to “CTB” but not really

[OrganicCow]

I want to attempt to CTB and survive in order to be taken seriously at the hospital. Is it worth it to go fucking around at some train tracks pretending to get hit? I assume the police will be called and I'll be brought in. Am I being stupid? I should probably just CTB for real. Any suggestions?

 

[R. A.]

I want to attempt to CTB and survive in order to be taken seriously at the hospital.

If your idea of this is "be thrown into jail and/or the psych ward", then yeah, that might do it.

 

[OrganicCow]

If your idea of this is "be thrown into jail and/or the psych ward", then yeah, that might do it.

Perfect, how do I avoid jail?

 

[R. A.]

You want to go to the ward? You can just...go, if you really want. If you tell someone you're suicidal they'll lock you up right quick.
You're new so I'd highly recommend reading others' accounts here. It's no five-star treatment.

 

[OrganicCow]

You want to go to the ward? You can just...go, if you really want. If you tell someone you're suicidal they'll lock you up right quick.
You're new so I'd highly recommend reading others' accounts here. It's no five-star treatment.

I've spent years in and out of facilities. I know what the treatment is like. I just can't get myself to go in voluntarily so need a way to "CTB" that won't actually kill me