BlueButterfly111
Autistic and Heartbroken
- Dec 26, 2024
- 288
Hey guys, I've made several posts over the last 2 months about my Sn never arriving, it's officially been 2 months today. I was able to not only reorder it from him on WhatsApp, but I was also able to order it from a different source that I believe is legit. (Please don't ask me about sources guys, I'm sorry but I just don't want to do that especially with everything that's been happening recently.) For the reorder, he didn't make me pay the full price again, since my package got lost. But I had to make a symbolic payment, so I made a small one on the wise app.
Being able to reorder it again, and from another source also, has made me feel relieved and excited again, like I felt shortly after I first ordered it! Especially with everything that's been happening the past few days, I was really worried, and felt cursed!
The reason why it never arrived is because of the U.S. postal system, I think that they lost my package. I really hope that they can manage not to fuck up with at least one of my 2 packages this time. I now have chronic head pain that started last week :(.
I've been suffering a lot the past 2 months. I just want to go be with my dead boyfriend again. I will say, having to wait 2 months has made me reflect on my grief, and I'm actually able to think of him happily now if that makes since, now that's it's been almost 9 months since he passed. I still wish to die and I suffer a lot in life.
I just wanted to give an update for anyone who's been seeing my situation. The last 2 months have been hard, but I feel hopeful again now. I'll keep you updated!
Being able to reorder it again, and from another source also, has made me feel relieved and excited again, like I felt shortly after I first ordered it! Especially with everything that's been happening the past few days, I was really worried, and felt cursed!
The reason why it never arrived is because of the U.S. postal system, I think that they lost my package. I really hope that they can manage not to fuck up with at least one of my 2 packages this time. I now have chronic head pain that started last week :(.
I've been suffering a lot the past 2 months. I just want to go be with my dead boyfriend again. I will say, having to wait 2 months has made me reflect on my grief, and I'm actually able to think of him happily now if that makes since, now that's it's been almost 9 months since he passed. I still wish to die and I suffer a lot in life.
I just wanted to give an update for anyone who's been seeing my situation. The last 2 months have been hard, but I feel hopeful again now. I'll keep you updated!
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I have faith that one or the other will show up for you. i'm sorry you're in pain! we're here for you.
. You have been so kind!
