Update finally figured out

[Thunderbirds]

Since my last post I was very overwhelmed with the support thank you I never felt so understood.
i have decided I should consider taking my life in 2 weeks. Maybe a week. Still debating. I know a lot of my suicidal ideations is from anger I rarely feel. so when I'm in the moment I'm mad and suicidal. And I don't want that. I want a planned suicide. I want notes. I've been pill hoarding my anxiety sedatives. I got 3 bottles and I take zofran for severe nausea so I'm not sure how I'll do it. Anyone got ideas? I think pills might be my only option. I have no access to a gun or a car or any rope or anywhere high enough to strangle myself. I saw a post of someone who showed how to cut yourself to die but I forgot where it is.
Any tips?
My last attempt I tried to overdose on baby aspirins. A whole bottle but it doesn't count because in the moment I was mad. And I grabbed the nearest thing. And that's why I'm still alive it didn't do anything. I need to really have a plan.

 

[mathieu]

I'm guessing the pills you're talking about are benzodiazepines such as Valium, Xanax, Rivotril/Klonopin or Ativan. These are pretty much non-toxic no matter how many you take.

 

[Thunderbirds]

I'm guessing the pills you're talking about are benzodiazepines such as Valium, Xanax, Rivotril/Klonopin or Ativan. These are pretty much non-toxic no matter how many you take.

I'm not so thorough with all this. I been kinda looking at this site from a distance since late November. Thank you. I'll have to do more research.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Take the time you need to come to a decision, don't rush it

 

[TAW122]

It's good that you have come to a decision, and of course, always take your time and think thoroughly before attempting. If there is any doubt or hesitation, then you might not be 100% ready. Anyways, I hope you are able to find peace in the coming weeks.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Hey Sweetie. So happy that u feel the love n support, even if only virtually. We r here for u n there's no need to rush..I'm always available to talk, as are many others.sending u love n peace