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I have no idea how I feel right now. It feels like my life is on a cliff.

I am very ambitious and want to be successful; I also want to stay home with my family and all my things.

I am very grateful for what I have; I just feel like my parents never understood me growing up, which translates into some false assumptions now as an adult.

I have not had good days the last few days, and all this overthinking and negativity is making me not want to live.

I have no one to discuss this with, and I am unsure of what to do.