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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
144
i still feel fucked up. everyday i feel like im suffering and that dying would be the best option. i experience anxiety attacks almost everyday and i cannot stop thinking about the hundred of sexual assaults and abuse i have gone through. but i want to recover and i don't know why. i just want to feel better instead of sobbing because i feel that my ctb is inevitable. i experience love and happiness and even if it is short-lived, i want it to last.

so i will be at least trying my best to leave sasu for good. knowing myself, i will probably check up when i feel depressed but i will try.
if we are friends, i am happy to lend my dc as i already have a few of you on there anyways ^^

it is possible and i love and care about you all in ways i do not experience with someone who isnt on this site.
<3 see u on this side, not the other 💖 at least not yet
 
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Tod

Tod

The main thing in life is to know your own mind.
Apr 20, 2024
41
Sounds rough what you have to deal with but I'm happy to hear you wanna push through regardless. I wish u all the strength needed
 
Sadgirl121

Sadgirl121

Member
Dec 12, 2023
47
If you ever need anything my PMs are always open 😊
 

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