Help Trying to CTB right now by partial suspension but every time I lean forward and I get dizzy, lightheaded and start to shake and can’t help but stand

[Xraydav]

Pretty much what's in the title. I feel scared but I need to ctb very soon

 

[Ivenocare]

I am same way; I took 4 over the counter seep aids and helped me relax and not care for convulsions... still took me about 4 tries- was interupted before could pass out.

 

[IronTusk]

Try N, amitriptyline or SN

 

[Kikoo Loool]

I can relate to that, I have exactly the same problem and could not overcome it yet. SI is so strong

 

[not_a_robot]

Unfortunately, a very normal and understandable response, happens to me in high places because all I think is "I should jump, jump, jump, need to jump, this can all be over right now, jump..."
{{{shudder}}}
SI will make me shake so hard I basically freeze in place lol. SI seizure.