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Lavínia

Lavínia

plalace
Feb 19, 2024
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I'm trying to focus more on myself. I realized that i was only thinking about relationships, and how to maintain them, but this weekend... I felt strange. It was such a strange feeling, for the first time i considered asking my family for help, saying i wasn't well. I can't explain it, but it was as if the world had stopped and all that mattered was that "something was wrong". And my mind only focused on that fact.
I asked my boyfriend for a few months of "no contact", being offline. I leave friends' groups and projects, and i plan to stay away from everyone if possible. I will proceed with my plan. Maybe ctb already in this year.

My routine will change completely, to a more productive one in what i like to do (study chemistry). But today i let my head rest, and I was playing with manga collages (this one is of Homunculus, my favorite).
 

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