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Therehastobeaway

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Jun 2, 2021
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No amount of physical pain makes living like this worth it anymore. I'm am going to hang myself.

I have think, strong rope. I have researched that's the best to use.

I will use a slipknot or a noose knot

I will use a and.and.weight over the door and pull the roll though

And I am torn between Partial or full

I need advice because this something I have to do right now

Tonight Needs to be the night. I just don't have any other choices

Please help. I really need support in this
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Hi
Mar 31, 2025
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I dont got any good advice but I wish you the best with whatever you decide to go with at the end of the day :heart:
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
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I sincerely hope you find the peace and happiness you deserve. I'm sorry it's come to this.
 
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evanescent_eva

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May 11, 2025
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You want a knot that will get tighter when you pull on the side attached to the anchor point, and get looser when you pull on the side that isn't. The noose has to get tighter as you press down on it. Typically that's a noose knot, but I've seen such knots referred to as slip knots in the past (probably erroneously, but I'm not an eagle scout, so who knows).

Not sure what a and.and.weight is, but, uh, sounds plausible(?)

There's less risk of pain with partial, but also greater risk of failing to CTB. Also you need a sturdier anchor point for full than you do for partial. But beyond that, it's up to you to balance comfort and efficacy in a way that feels right to you.

Sorry things have gotten so bad for you. I hope whatever path you go down is the right one for you.
 
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tormentedhusk

tormentedhusk

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May 20, 2025
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I don't have anything to say but I hope you're able to get the peace and relief you seek.
 
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FishRain3469

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Mar 12, 2025
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Thoughts, prayers and Blessings to you in whatever may happen ♥
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

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Dec 5, 2024
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I'm so sorry for the situation you're going through. It might be good to do a little more research beforehand, so that it's not an impulsive attempt and don't take risks.

If I understood correctly, you will tie a weight to the other side of the door, then close it and have rope available on the other side to tie the noose?

The best knot will always be one that tightens when you apply your weight (noose knot) Full is more effective than partial.

I don't know what time it will be there.. I hope whatever decision you make is the best one for you.
 
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16thsatirist

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predisposition? kinda silly
May 31, 2025
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i don't have much to comment, but i truly hope you find peace and comfort, i hope all goes well for you.
No amount of physical pain makes living like this worth it anymore. I'm am going to hang myself.

I have think, strong rope. I have researched that's the best to use.

I will use a slipknot or a noose knot

I will use a and.and.weight over the door and pull the roll though

And I am torn between Partial or full

I need advice because this something I have to do right now

Tonight Needs to be the night. I just don't have any other choices

Please help. I really need support in this
 
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purplesky9

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Sep 21, 2024
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No amount of physical pain makes living like this worth it anymore. I'm am going to hang myself.

I have think, strong rope. I have researched that's the best to use.

I will use a slipknot or a noose knot

I will use a and.and.weight over the door and pull the roll though

And I am torn between Partial or full

I need advice because this something I have to do right now

Tonight Needs to be the night. I just don't have any other choices

Please help. I really need support in this
Have thought of trying this out myself with the rope over the door and the weight. Hope it goes well for you and you are successful.
 
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2muchpain2

2muchpain2

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Feb 27, 2025
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I read the Kate Spade hung herself from a doorknob with a scarf! why does it seem so much more complicated on this forum
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
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You suffer from physical pain not mental pain? I there no medical treatment to mitigate you pain?
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Wizard
May 10, 2025
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hope you find the peace you deserve
wish the best ❤️
 
NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
434
I read the Kate Spade hung herself from a doorknob with a scarf! why does it seem so much more complicated on this forum
The fear of failing and making life hell from serious brain damage is pretty high at least for me. Even if people have been lucky enough to be successful with it whilst only using a scarf, belt or bed sheet.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,535
It sounds like you've suffered a lot, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 

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