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thr0waway12345

thr0waway12345

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Mar 22, 2023
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I have made up my mind to kill myself,
after a conversation with a friend i promised to get better (had to promise to get better for myself not them) i realized they are tired of my suicidalitly and i think even if they don't admit it, they are kinda hoping for it.

my plan is to pretend to get better, don't use social media for a while so it looks like im reflecting. then come back to discord and idk maybe say i got therapy or something. im gonna work on a rpgmaker game and publish it so i have one of my works out there before i die, while i work on finding sn. i have a trip booked for july to meet that friend so ill kill myself after that, i wanted to kill myself with them, like take the sn while they are holding me so im comforted with them in my last moments. but that seems like a asshole move and idk how fast it works so if they see me do it they will probably send me to the hospital

is this a good plan? what else should i do?
 

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