So, now that I know I have enough morphine and plan to get the correct anti emetic, my only concern is making sure I'm "gone" before someone finds me. My boyfriend lives with me and after the cancer diagnosis he took off work to be with me while I underwent all the surgeries. However, the surgeries became never ending and I'm about to be scheduled for yet another one so he's still here with me 24/7. I'm thinking once the Covid stuff is over with I know of a solitary spot I can go to. Right now the parkway is closed down for anyone that doesn't live there and so I can't get to it. I hate the idea of renting a hotel room. I wish I could just die in my own bed while I pet my doggies 
Any idea of how long it would take over 2 grams of morphine to do the job (I'm a 107lb female)? I don't want to be found until it's game over. I feel like the fact that I have a DNR works in my favor.
Any idea of how long it would take over 2 grams of morphine to do the job (I'm a 107lb female)? I don't want to be found until it's game over. I feel like the fact that I have a DNR works in my favor.
