Dead beat dad
Enlightened
- Mar 5, 2019
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I thought it would be like some Hollywood movie montage.
I would put on my 'songs to die to' playlist, drop the SN. Snuggle down under my duvet, exhausted and just drift blissfully away to the sound of some bittersweet ballad.
So Thursday I got drunk (something I would never normally do), all I wanted more than anything was peace, but I was just so angry, no matter how I tried to think straight I couldn't navigate that fog of anger.
In a nut I couldn't get past the SI that was coming with hanging.
I thought if I couldn't give peace to myself I'd send as much as I could here.
Thank you to everyone who replied to my little rant, I have been touched by your kindness and sincerity.
It was not my time to CTB in Thursday.
Funny epilogue to the story;
If I had 'stretched out' that night, the last song I would've heard would have been, 'the new shampoo' Electric Six - you've got to laugh.
Peace brothers and sisters
DBD
I would put on my 'songs to die to' playlist, drop the SN. Snuggle down under my duvet, exhausted and just drift blissfully away to the sound of some bittersweet ballad.
So Thursday I got drunk (something I would never normally do), all I wanted more than anything was peace, but I was just so angry, no matter how I tried to think straight I couldn't navigate that fog of anger.
In a nut I couldn't get past the SI that was coming with hanging.
I thought if I couldn't give peace to myself I'd send as much as I could here.
Thank you to everyone who replied to my little rant, I have been touched by your kindness and sincerity.
It was not my time to CTB in Thursday.
Funny epilogue to the story;
If I had 'stretched out' that night, the last song I would've heard would have been, 'the new shampoo' Electric Six - you've got to laugh.
Peace brothers and sisters
DBD
